Answers to life

心血来潮.写华语.
最近疯读考试
讲真的,学会的东西很不想理
但是又不能不理
SURPRISE
可以振作点吗?
我不要文宣股倒塌...
突然想
若生活像考试一样有答案就好了..
但基本上没有一样生活的东西有明确的答案
有时看到其他人很好的友谊
看到戏里的爱情
很羡慕他们有人爱
被照顾的感觉
我也很想要有好的友谊..
我也想活得开开心心
但是为什么就是那么多东西可以阻挡开心?
我很想变成我要成为的人
努力,但是最后觉得绝望
很孤单叻.这种感觉.


当我真的很在乎一个人的时候
我会愿意被他/她欺负
我会无形中被他/她影响
无时无刻想变成一个可以让他们开心放心的人
到最后
很累
但又很想取悦大家
难哦==

What For?

why do we need to socialize?
why do we need exams?
why do humans always WANT things they can't get?
why can't we BE who we want to be?
why is there so MANY errors in one person and less in another's?
why is there fantasy and fairytale that makes us wanna get out of our skins right here right now?
why are academic results so important?
why must the world kiss on certificates?

been on darurat for the whole holiday
parents watching my back
can 't do anything much except study
good or bad
i dunno
but im sick of studying already
but i know i have to do it
why?
cuz the world loves certificate
and i wanna live
what else to do?

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