2009年12月11日 星期五

不懂哦

一个人要做良好的配合者
才懂得如何做良好的领导者

如果做配合者做得过于满足
做得不知不觉中
觉得自己终于有自信了
自己终于有个角色了
才发现
自己其实可以做更多
其实可以
做个领导者
只需要再跨更大步
再更努力
难道生活没有停止下来的时间吗?
一个让自己可以完完全全地满足于现状的时候吗?
还是每当成功过了一关
又发觉到自己还有更大的关没过
主动.勇敢.坚持.
再跨更大步
打败自己
心里的那道墙
它跟你说不可以,是骗你的
你可以
不能满足于现状
要不断加油,加油
虽然不比别人好
但是
自己坐在角落伤心不是办法

只得付出更多
人生从没公平过

这就是人生

2009年12月9日 星期三

烧猪

这几天的太阳. 变态!!!
把我们变成烧猪了==坐下来屁股都烧啊!
今天跑步肺超痛的
又不敢停下来,怕拖延时间
结果要死的时候伟康喊出口号:"NO PAIN NO GAIN!"
突然很想哭
对!!说的很对!结果就死撑下全三圈
但是还是做不好.始终打败不了自己
步操
踩到脚要断掉了
也要烧掉了
鞋已经烂到暴了XD
THEN我们去买鞋(很贵叻..又没有我和阿惟的SAIZ..脚小可怜啊~)
去到BREM MALL时已经3点多了
去WONG KOK吃...因为伟康生日有超大杯奶茶喝^^
吃到超饱的
伟康的礼物??--他一生中第一双短袜!!!
哈哈
看NEW MOON==
还没看完就跑人了

明天练到超久的
后天常委看!! >< 加油啊!!! 还未打败自己的那道墙 不要相信那个"你不能了.你不可以" 你一定可以的! NO PAIN NO GAIN!

奶茶
BIRTHDAY BOY
THE PRESENT(XY手上)


2009年12月4日 星期五

PMS

非常的PMS
本来还没事
后来就超级PMS了
==
不好意思
今天步操表现很烂
害到舒涵要跟我一起受苦
也不是我想要的...
不懂一直抓不到TIMING
又不够力又没V
=
=
要加把竟(?)了
不想要上次的悲剧
什么事都要做到最好!不能留任何遗憾之地!

一事无成.
天生?
不知.

2009年11月30日 星期一

Lazy Addict

banana==
im so lazy
to make decisions
and do anything
or think
or even care
bahhhh
y is it everytime holidays come around
i get this disease??

banana!

2009年11月25日 星期三

This Same Old Days

Cliche?
every holiday goes like this.
MARCHING!
banana. only good is get to see friends.
I love the feeling of being in a cinema. !!

Cherry Blossoms Hanami

Watched this show with Zora. TOUCHING! i cried watching this show... a lot of the other audiences were crying too. When the credits was rolling, i see red eyes and red noses. Some people even clapped at the end of the show! Somehow, it feels so pro watching this sort of international film(in a film fest!). Hah. About the movie, google it yourself la. I want to cherish my family and friends more after watching this^^. Kebahagiaan, like cherry blossoms, they only last for a short while. It's hard to get but really, really pretty when you get them.

2009年11月14日 星期六

The Last few days of 3 zhong [2]

we have 5 gBs of photos. 3 zhong. !!!
had to borrow pendrive/hard disk drive to put them all in
XD
well. this class isn't perfect. if u want to talk about
co-operation
we can only score about 70+
but
i've met quite a lot of 38 po's this year compared to before
and i had fun with them
the boys are also quite friendly
XD
all in all, it's quite a nice year
and i love a yew as our form teacher. she's great.
a lot of memories
let it be bitter or sweet
it'll be hard to forget
one last outing
monday
next
yiTing and Hui ni's farewell
look forward to it
^^

2009年11月12日 星期四

The Last Few Days of 3 zhong

hectic day today
morning, blank two periods
spent the time playing domino(i think)
then,
Ba he!!(what's that in English?)
anyways
they pulled
and lost in 3 seconds
but doesn't matter anyway XD
later
played "killer" in class
at first just us few
then gabung with the boys
erm. TOO many people
and im lack experience and acting skills
got caught in the first round XD
and the host looks like a mamak stall waiter haha
then played a round with xy
well
HERS was exciting XD
Sports period
expected it to be boring but
took up a game of basketball without rules with da girls
black team~ yunhwa, jia yi, Lala, Zi xin and me
haha...kept hugging the ball, hitting others and even lying on the floor
let's just say, ABBY 100 % no rules but fun
really sweaty after that.
7th period, speed-stacking cups!!
in the group with weiyi and zora
shinying sure stacks fast~
the camera guy kept staying at our table, taking our pictures
COOL! we kept acting pro
hah. leave renwei slobbering for the camera at the table behind us. XD
guangying was really pro at stacking...
anyways, after a period of throwing "wu li zi" at zora, yu ning, yonghao
went to canteen for our "party"
pizzas for everyone!!
then we went back to class
the boys were crazy playing along the balcony(?!) of our class XD
class photo
MAN
CRAZY
that's all i can say
haha.
all in all, today was a fun day!!
left 3 days with 3 zhong ler
found out hui ni going to sing today
so thick!i din know it before
sob
gonna mis u

2009年11月4日 星期三

BANANA lar

so d* bananas
i SO regret wanting to do this things
go eat bananas lar u guys(guy)
so MAFAN
can i give up?
urgh
DON'T care
if there's people
it GOES ON
if not
banana lar.

2009年10月28日 星期三

Happy people live happy lives

agree?
why be sad when u can be happy?
why add on to misery when there's a positive side to it,
waiting for u to look at it full-faced?
confident people live happier
why look at the bad side when u can be happy?
sobsob.
happiness
dun run away!!!
come BACK here!!
hello?
recognize me?
ye-ah! im ur OWNER
'lo?
mr happiness?
u've been MIA so long ler
taken over by Mr Uncontentness and Mr greed and Mr doubt and Mr sad
can u come back now?

2009年10月27日 星期二

我一定要

考试完啦!!!

逃避
最后还是会回来的

我一定要彻底了解你

2009年10月16日 星期五

Out of Earth

in the midst of exams.
before the hating UEC and loving PMR
urgh
yesterday went to Aarthee's open house
^^ Tq so much for inviting me!
anyways
really fun
when we first reached there(went with jaymin and yv yl-us four againXD)
two houses were having open house
and we didn't know which one to go XD
but then aarthee came out then ta-da lor
then an auntie sudden;y pointed to me and said- eh, aarthee your friend!i remember this one, that one also(Jaymin)
??
apparantly she is Goh Wei Lok's mum
suddenly forgot><
there were lots of diaphgram around
said hello to hsin jie( SO lenglui!!!) and jiaqian
saw geekeat, zhongwei, wenchuan(what's with the hair==)
man...it's been SO long since we last saw them...
Even Weikang, loo and her? were there too
ate lor...this time got chopsticks~
then us four sat on the sofa with pretty much nothing to do
diaphgram wad...
i talked to geekeat
who's a teen in teenage years. XD.
then we all started talking to Wc
HAHAHA. just then realised how stupid we were last time. hmm.
well, we never change so our over-active natures never change too
jayming they all left
(so quiet..din even heard him talk?)
everyone went up and play truth or dare
and....ta-da. a lot of secrets
sudden;y got a lot of ppl to gap
and REALLY wai stuff
eew.
anyways
realize CH has a lot of self- invented words
ask others, none knows.
chui shui, ling meng(lemon),and etc
blah eadeva
im just running away from studying to type this
happy deepavali!

2009年9月30日 星期三

Answers to life

心血来潮.写华语.
最近疯读考试
讲真的,学会的东西很不想理
但是又不能不理
SURPRISE
可以振作点吗?
我不要文宣股倒塌...
突然想
若生活像考试一样有答案就好了..
但基本上没有一样生活的东西有明确的答案
有时看到其他人很好的友谊
看到戏里的爱情
很羡慕他们有人爱
被照顾的感觉
我也很想要有好的友谊..
我也想活得开开心心
但是为什么就是那么多东西可以阻挡开心?
我很想变成我要成为的人
努力,但是最后觉得绝望
很孤单叻.这种感觉.


当我真的很在乎一个人的时候
我会愿意被他/她欺负
我会无形中被他/她影响
无时无刻想变成一个可以让他们开心放心的人
到最后
很累
但又很想取悦大家
难哦==

2009年9月23日 星期三

What For?

why do we need to socialize?
why do we need exams?
why do humans always WANT things they can't get?
why can't we BE who we want to be?
why is there so MANY errors in one person and less in another's?
why is there fantasy and fairytale that makes us wanna get out of our skins right here right now?
why are academic results so important?
why must the world kiss on certificates?

been on darurat for the whole holiday
parents watching my back
can 't do anything much except study
good or bad
i dunno
but im sick of studying already
but i know i have to do it
why?
cuz the world loves certificate
and i wanna live
what else to do?

2009年9月17日 星期四

15malaysia.com

check this out...

quite cool and nice^^shows that our country has talented people!!XD

2009年8月31日 星期一

Geroff me!!!!!

ADDICTION!
要读书但又一直不要读
读到一半就跑去做其它东西
URGH.
我很坏咯.
最近,发现到自己有几种情绪
1.HIGH到...
2.静到....
3.LEMON MOOD
4.很想讲话但是没话讲
第三个叻,
就是最近的情绪啦
但这招只对家人而已
讲东西
我不做回应
不然就是敷衍一声
再烦我,一个丑脸.
我也不想啦!
只是真的很懒,又觉得讲的东西我没兴趣==
我哥中的最多.
总感觉,我扮演的角色很想生活中我认识的一个人扮演的
而我哥的角色是生活中我扮演的.哎.
对不起啦.
我那种MOOD时
很多柠檬给
对不起.
过HIGH时又没顾及他人的感受==
people close to me will realise it XD
sorry.

2009年8月28日 星期五

bookfair!!

lol.out in the midst of h1n1 caused someppl to miss it..
zozo huini mei en ilyng yuning ffj la..lol
all in all, quite a good day
brought RM 100
which i tot was a lot at first but not until i saw how much others brought==
ok fine
at Food Court saw shinying xinle a du and yonghao
once reached went to Kinokunya
saw LOTS of wonderful books><
met up wif wenwei there
then went wif her and Kelvin to da Bookfair!
well..the english books were YAY
and then the cds part
SO many nice stuff!!!
saw thse anime stuff until i can dieXD
we saw this big collection of 10 english oldies songs cd in ONE package
SO nice the songs!
Rm 195.
ouch. we wanted to separate it into 10 persons
XD then 19.5 enuf
there was also this dvd on the nanjing da tu sha
buy it for history teacher XD
Wenwei bought the Studio Ghibli songs live orchestra dvd!!
ahh!
anyways
after paying(officially left wif RM 10)
we went to the other parts
all chinese books
tried to find books to read(improve chi!)
but cant find anything intersting.
saw JImi's books
EXPENSIVE!
po chan==
and those hong qing ting books
quite nice
but not enuf $
saw wenwei bought 4 of them.
boro hers la=/
ha.
at the end
still cant find any chinses books lol
went back to the cds section
then went out
proposed to watch Up/wadever movie
but my mum came jor.
sob.
spent the last 15 minutes standing beside Starbucks
watching ppl drink
AND walking in THEN out again.
Then spent the leftover time
hanging out in front of
Georgio Armani's~
lol.
quite a good time
thought i went home the earliest==
din get to spend time wif yunhuakexinziqingwenyi
aiz.
anyways.no1 wif symptoms right?
lol.
STuff that i waNT but no$
1.Viva La Vida piano!RM70+
2. all those Studio Ghibli art books.XD RM 100+
3. Train Man(seems quite interesting..)RM forgot. > 50
4. A spot of bother(Mark Haddon's.)RM30+
5. Candace Bushnell's bk(forgot title)RM30+
6. Patsy Cline, Rat Pack, Elvis Presley's Cds!RM 30+
7. that oldies song RM 195
8. Nodame Two seasons! RM 18
9. JImi's book RM30+
10. Hong Qing Ting's bk RM 15+

Bought?
1. Six Suspects RM 30+
2. GOne with the wind RM 30+
3. Studio Ghibli shows RM 20+
4. Cinnamon sugar pretzel!! RM 3.2

lol==

2009年8月18日 星期二

im lame im stupid but i dont care+ the ANNOYING trials

lol wad's that?
==
that phrase just bursts into my head sometimes
when im feeling down because of my
personality or whatsoever
a "running away" spirit
not good to learn from.

tomoro's the end of TRIALS!
nothing to b happy about.
hmm. didn't do v well
MALAY?
tot it was easy
then come out?
21 people failed
and the highest was just 80
SEJ?
i TOT it would be easyTT
KH?
well. that was ok.
MORAL?
hah. anyone saw my masterpiece?
No SEE NO hEAR No TALK no BIRD no DISNEY.etc.
only no moral ppl will do this. especially when i don't listen to her==
MATHS?
I FORGOT TO BRING MY CALCULATOR
and had to count those annoying decimals
ok. what else?
yeah SCIENCE
so lazy to study
i just looked over lots of stuff
results? i dunno.
better dont cry
XD
we should exchange tips.
between schools.
XD
lol okay jus kidding== wadeva la
that rumah terbuka and gaya hidup sihat thingy
Cikgu Yew gave us similiar karangans
and i didn't even GLANCE at them
serves me right==
aiz. coming up next
UEC trials
in which i havent touch a THING

everyone,
exams gambate!

不是你笨!
是考卷难! :D

2009年8月7日 星期五

文不对题.唉.原谅我吧.最近人变了.在逃避着.在付出着逃避的代价^^
最近好象没有人来看叻.
唉.悲.

读书的时候总是分心

跑去做无畏的事情.






傻了.
PS.
第一张不是拍胸部^^















2009年8月5日 星期三

Visit to KaiYeeeess

noun
°(British US coarse slang) The penis.
"He had an enormous dick."
°(British US offensive coarse slang) A highly contemptible person.
"That person is such a dick."
verb
°To mistreat or take advantage of [somebody].
"Dude, don't let them dick you like that!"
°To waste time, to goof off.
"Quit dicking around and get to work!"

lol. ilyng and kelvin.==

k fine.that Saturday after school
i went home first, after the competition
du,kelvin and shinying went there straight
anyways
when ireached
the smell of dirty sweat and sampah sarap hit my nose
(no la. jus kidding)
there stood a bunch of unwashed kids XD
well
listened and guessed to songs Shinying played on the electone
lol
got a feeling she's going to carry the electone home that day
then Qijing and ZoZo came
they were in WHITE!
me TOO!
yea~ only Kaiyee was in shocking red
lol
anyways we stood around
trying to find ways to be useful
and yet couldnt
seemed to be in the way at the kitchen
at the sitting room
even by the door
alas
we settled to the job of standing by the door greeting others(nay. din happen. we were just statues)
but before that we witnessed ShinYing eating Onde2 and....
haha. imagine urself. won't tell you XD she knows.
anyways, the first guests started to show(Her Famili members)
and we started to get more er. Moral. haha
we stayed outside in the porch, talking, playing with Lily, teasing Kelvin and Du(?!lol)
last to go in and take the food
well. we girls are BAD. lol.we took two plates of food for the boys
1st plate: FULL of curry buried under HEAPS of rice
2nd plate: FULL of food(including watermelon)and curry buried under HEAPS of rice
nice? delicious cuisine. ask them how they enjoyed it XD
then we played with a basin of ICE.
lol. it takes 5 minutes to melt a cube of nice with two persons hands.
ZoZo and me. YEA~
but it might have taken shorter time if they didnt play with us-==
as in, sinking our hands in REALLY icy water
EEW.
then there was the CAKE.
leave out the singing and photo ceremony(we tried to take a really ugly photo of us all looking down XD)
we tried to avoid the durian cake (no chance XD) and eat the Choc indulgence Secret cake
wow
nice^^
not to forget
the Burning sotong incident
The boys
haha. caused a fire over the BBQ set
put water over it, it became EVEN bigger
then someone just blow it.
gone.
haha
blowing RULES!
then
photo session
talk
play
A du's brother comin to fetch him XD
Lily's going home wif him
we all retreating inside the house to chat
then
home.
finish
bye.
lol.
Thanks KaiYee for a memorable night
^^

2009年8月3日 星期一

homework dominated holiday(?!)

get photo only talk about kaiyu house^^
issit a holiday?
lol
whe nthey announced it
i didn't know to be happy, or not.
last week in 2009 with H1 GONE
and i planned to do something...
ah. nvr mind.
homework dominated
!!
so much homework!
once it was annonced,
not long after c.Yew came in holding a stack of papers
" this is your homework list"
...
back in class?
whiteboard FULL of homework
well
..
祝大家做功课快乐

2009年7月29日 星期三

apologize.

sorry everyone i know
sorry
sorr for everything wrong i did
everything i did that hurt u
everything i did that annoyed u
im sorry.


友情的可贵?
We believe. Good Charlotte.
There’s a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night
Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right
We believe(x6)
In this love
We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pains(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more
We believe(x6)
In this love
We believe(x5)
In this love
So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In everyway
We believe(x6)
In this love
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love

2009年7月13日 星期一

yo

fish
dun giv up so easily
so many walls there ready to help u when u're falling
^^
aiz.
this year
im so lazy
lazy to socialize
lazy
everything
sorry 3 zhong
i know some of u guys by the 'kulit' sahaja
especially boys XD
im so lazzzzzyyyy
i cant 38 anymore
T T

2009年7月11日 星期六

You Are Not Alone..

有人讲我的BLOG很悲哦
ahaha.
fine.
this one's NOT
you know's what's happening next week?
EXAMS
whole week
EEW
haven't even TOUCHED anything.
another thing
know they're changing maths and science back to Malay?
good move bad move?
no idea
but im FOR english
we're gonna need THAT when we go INTERNATIONAL
how're you suppose to converse with other scientists around the world using MALAY terms?
.ah.
wadeva.
maybe changing it back may have its good too.
we'll see.
MJ?
ah.
poor guy.
his childhood was snatched from him
he never got it back
poor guy.
drama
yo~
had a fun time everyone?
this year
different from the previous years
we actually fought
haha
lol
but it was fun

2009年7月2日 星期四

WHY

为什么人类就是要那么的受情绪控制?
那么的受想法控制?
做什么
都要看自己爽不爽
有没有想过别人?
做什么都好
有没有想过被你搞得团团转的人?
有没有?
可以不要一直我行我素吗?
很多时候不是你要什么就有什么的
想一下别人的感受吧
比你小
但是不用当着我是无知的吧?
不用整天装神秘的吧?
还有
可以不要一直爽爽就做
爽爽不要就不要吗?
想一下别人的感受吧!
我很受不了
因为发现自己
也非常的被情绪控制
非常容易
被小小的事情而影响心情
情绪
人就是这样吧.

讲的不是一个人.也不用去猜我在讲谁.不重要.

2009年6月28日 星期日

SEE剧比赛

juz saw ru's blog
hoi
it's not ur fault k
dun blame it on urself
aiz
this time d competition
truth
wasn't really fun
everything was like,
so RUSH and only a few brains working
we weren't close enough
mo qi bu gou
and our script
blek
not good
caused some people to DON'T even want to act
and some people DON'T want to act
keep bugging me to let him off==
ah fine
alas we did it anyways
and the judges weren't as critical as last year's
had fun?
well. when we acted, i kinda did.
but still
our group's bonding isn't strong enough
hope that it can be stronger
^^
anyways
thanks
WeiYi Xy Ru Zo Fan WanXin Alvin Yoonghao Renwei
for participating
and well
not giving up i guess
although our script's like, boo
lol
thanks to fan's enthusiasm especially^^

2009年6月22日 星期一

学术学艺展

最近觉得好累好累

不想讲细节
总之
我学到了
一个团队
合作的重要性
不是表面的合作而已
那个BOND
真的很重要
不是吹水程度的BOND而已
而我也见识到了一些东西
也发觉了并非只有我有某些感觉
我们看到的
真的是在吗?
我也不懂为什么
眼泪一直狂流.
学术学艺展
没有什么去走
但有了血汗泪

2009年6月20日 星期六

.

烂烂烂
我不是我要的人
我不信任我自己
我无法依靠我自己
我无法满足于现况
跟别人没有话题讲咯..
不懂为什么
跟我在一起的人都会很闷
被我闷死..哈哈
我自己都被自己闷死==
很想找一些很好谈的朋友
从天亮谈到天暗
不赶什么
不忙什么
就平静地坐下谈天
不是讲废话
找个愿意聆听也愿意分享的朋友
找个可以接受我的人
我不很38也不好笑
很难找个愿意陪我的人哦==
最近
爱上了平静
乏闷了废话
我很想跟一个人做为很好的朋友
但往往不懂要怎么去沟通
结果就失去了
结果就后悔了
i jus wan someone
who can be beside me
even when i don't speak.

2009年6月6日 星期六

announcement

hah. lol.
i JUST FINALLY FINISHED MY SEJARAH PROJECT!
after SO long!
although.erhem. it might be due to me keep on putting it off
but anyway
hah!
i finished it!
excluding lampiran and elemen
i have 27 pages
hmm.
lol
holidays
yay.
no larh
if only we could go to school to PLAY only.
dunit study
lol
or STUDY like PLAY.
dreams==
wake up!
it's Malaysia, yo.

CONGRATS to shixis~or should be, ex shi xi^^
fun lerh, ur camp~
continue on this long, long journey
with ur buddies and the WHOLE group of 48ths
and
have fun on the way
walau
spoke on the fun wif my shixi for 40 mins
with him talking talking talking
and me just uh huh, and then? then?
lol.
so you could see how fun the camp was
lol.

2009年6月3日 星期三

my retreat

i cry everytime i watch P.S I Love You
everytime.
when im sad
i like to watch movies
hide in that other world
run away for a while
sad movies
touching movies
cheesy movies
funny movies
lov them all.
i love movies
i love watching movies that can touch me
that can make me feel away from my troubles
and realise that
Man is my life lucky and great
everything will be fine
Cheesy films
are OK at times
but really lame at times too
i wanna watch those,
film festival movies
or those
really meaningful and "breathtaking" movies

im a runaway.

reverie(?!)

wads it like to have friends?
wads it like to Love and Be loved?
wads it like to be Cared after?
wads it like to Not feel lonely?



dunno. i doubt too much, i guess
one little minor scratch can cause a major destruction in my heart.

2009年5月29日 星期五

a summary. ^^

choir competition..
i remember when we practiced
Poor weiyi can't control the over-active us
but
he did a good job and managed to make everyone of us into songbirds(lol)
remember the last day of exam?
when we so crazily sang and went to eat "ice"~
finally,
remember the day of the competition?
in where all of us were so "high"
nervous
lolx
i really felt the "home " feeling then(laykun say geh~lol)
sang the touching "candlelight carol"
wow
when i heard the applause after that
man was i motivated
then we moved on the When the saints
i believed
everyone was REALLY high singing the song^^
when we got the applause at the end
walau
EVEN high~
remember when we waited for the results?
a bunch of us
holding hands together
cheering for others
wishing for us
then
in the end when they announced 3 ren and xiao
where we looked at each other,
not sure what to do or feel
.
then we went out to hug the crying Weiyi
whole of 3 zhong
man, did i regret not listening to him more often
then
under the expense of Yimeng
we went to the canteen and "Booked" to tables
all of us 3 zhongers
YAm SENG~
Back to class
we stood in our formation
said THANKS to weiyi and joyee~
even cikgu yew came to see us
^^
u know
even though we were all so high then
i still felt kinda sad
lol><
but then past is the past
we gotta accept it
we had a great time anyway
great memories great friendship^^

today teacher's day
well it was ok
at first we were quite high
eveyrone playing truth or dare
lala and ziqing one was LOL
then somethings happened that..
kinda downed my mood a little
anyways
opening ceremony of 3 zhong's teacher's day by
Cikgu Yew~
with "confetti"
LOL
and high pitched singing
AND
weird Poses
lol
then lengzai and yi ting's MAGIC
our drama LOL
those callafes
the "award winning" ones apparantly
lol
walau Xi Ju King( dickman) PRO~
LOVED his acting as qin shi wang
lol could never've imagined he was so pro lol.
not peisi lar><
anyways i think only we know what we are acting
others?
i don't think they know lol
all self high
today was pretty much self high all the way, wasn't it?
lol

all in all.
3zhong
BEST!
all the brothers and sisters

2009年5月26日 星期二

yo

at skul now
lost jor
\aizz
but
i luv 3 zhong
yay~

2009年5月22日 星期五


^^


CAUGHT in the act!


~~


2009年5月21日 星期四

heh??/


the new american idol is
KRIS ALLEN!(the right one)
lol.
although im more of an adam lambert fan
but
kris's really good too
love his laid back acoustic-y feel
whereas i love adam's creativity and
well
the surprise he brings out
nevertheless
they got me hooked to american idol lol

the las day of exam
LOL
sang
then went to eat
erm
all i can say is
we were really
"da pai"
lol
lazy to write==

ziqing de bd yo~

2009年5月6日 星期三

terbantut.

Fikiran saya terbantut.
==
最近叫我想东西
简直是想不出一个好结果来
剧本,戏剧
什么都想不出
哎.
想我要做什么?
又想不出==
头脑生锈了
又要考试!
SOB.
不懂啦!
我在浪费时间.

突然很想感觉到朋友的温暖
友谊
真的很温暖
但是
它其中也带有非常多疑问.烦恼.嫉妒.
生活怎么那么...
做人真难.
好想无忧无虑哦.

2009年5月2日 星期六

i think...

aiz.
dun dare to write out my real feelings here.

when was the last time u've been r eally happy?

try asking urself that.
my aspirations
lots
successful?
none.
i want to learn to observe more
social more
stop bbeing an approval addict
lead
be a good friend
have a talent
jus jus jus
be happy and lead a simple life

2009年4月27日 星期一

文宣股!CHANGE!

那天鱼为了这而哭叻
怕没有人投文宣股,也是她前阵子的烦恼
我太有自信了
根本没有去担心这个
直到那天听到
第一天投股,
团康股的满了
后来
卫生股的还剩一点点
文宣股叻?
又听到X对我们壁报设计的批评
跟其它股比
文宣股,
真的要好像历届以来那样吗?
我们要CHANGE
真的可以吗?
PARTNER间的合作是不错的
只是有时会有一些误会
但是还是很好的PARTNERS
CHANGE!
我要文宣股是强的!!
起来起来起来!前进前进前进!



真的可以吗?

2009年4月22日 星期三

no?no.

feeling empty and missing out
wake up
.
depression.hate.envy are not in my dictionary





if only.

2009年4月18日 星期六

Eeks.

Life's not as you want it huh.
one thing over second comes
what you want,
won't come.
Ok. i didnt want to do this again but
due to
the fact that it is a RuRu who tagged me
i'll do it.
幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題並貼到自己的網誌或報台寫完後自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人可以點被點過的人被你點到的人你要去跟他說我點到你寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔不然幸福就會跑掉喔--
1.我的大名 : Nat
2.我的生日 : 11/1
3.誰傳給你的 : Ruru
4.說出五個好朋友 : Ali, Abu, Ada, Apa, Itu.
5.现在是否有打人的冲动 : Ada
6.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : Everyone's wishes.haha.
7.近期開心的是 : Boleh Tidur sudah
8.近期壓力大的是 : Exam dan sosial
9.未來想做什麼啊 :TAk Tau lar
10.有沒有喜歡的人 : TAk da
11.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : Apa tu
12.跟誰出去最幸福 : Keluarga dan kawan
13.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : menangis. JK.
14.跟情人出去最想去哪 : pergi ke tandas.hohoho.
15.聖誕節要做啥 : pray.lol.sing carols
16.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : family and friends
17.有沒有起床气 : think so if that means bad temper
18.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 1 bro
19.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : x
20.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : y [x +y= paramore]
21.喜歡什麼顏色 :apa pun suka
22.上廁所會不會先沖水 : no lar. 酱急,都小出来了咯
23.愛不愛我 : tak tau ler
24.喜歡男生還是女生 : dua pun suka
25.最想大聲說什麼 : Saya Fan Nao banyak lar
26.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : Dun Dare.
27.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : 不会.我小便在裤子的.
28.誰很欠打 : tak da.
.29.現在很迷什麼 : 自己ZAT自己
30.睡相很差 : As long as it's comfortable
31.現在的時間 : 9:48pm
32.是否痛恨傳給你此卷的人 : of cos no lar
33.體重多少 : 41
34.今天天氣 : HOT
35.你懷孕了嗎 : of cos no
36.你若中樂透最想做什么 : 没有烦恼
37.大學生一定要玩的活动 : 跟朋友去探险
Lazy to do ledi.
blek

2009年4月10日 星期五

Buzz.i just wanna shout and cry

busy busy busy
so many reports and hws and meetings and stuff in my head
i feel like its gonna burst or something
WHY
is it that this year i just don't feel like studying?
that i want to learn other stuff other than just STUDYING
like leading,like socaling etc
i just don't have much time to think other stuff
feel like im missing out in 3 zhong life><
although im really having fun
lol
i think i could have had more fun

Bad Mood is wasting time
so why so?

2009年4月3日 星期五

balance point!平衡点~

lately i feel that i have a social problem
it's either i spend too much time with prefects of too less time with my class
when im with H1,
it's like i got nothing to say!!
so wuyan to the shixis lar.
dunno how to interact==
then with my class
feel that im lacking out lar
always in and out of class so fast
spend less time with class friends
not so "shu" with class ppl
aizzzzzz
cham jor lor.mana tu balance point?
and jmin ar
like centuries haven't talk to her already
since that everyday i get on the bus
i konk down and sleep
and kinda dreamwalk all the way to class
nex week ar
got tons of exam
3 zhong arrrrr
begitu stressful lar
cham
i better built bridges in class
AND in H1.
balance balance balance
im getting stupid-er.

2009年3月31日 星期二

重组

一听到
首先是
哈?
我被派去一个完全没进过的组,
跟我曾经同组的人也没有..
不是问题啦
只是奇怪,因为我前两届进的组,
差不多都是同样的人
先在进到了H组,
PARTNER震涛...
我不懂我准备好做执委了没
一开始我觉得我OK了
我可以
也许不是最好的
BUT会加油
可是...
和震涛SMS后
发觉自己好想还没准备好
还没整理好心情
还没想好
我要的小队
我要的态度
哎...
又来一个总务处
....
继续加油咯,只能讲
不能让自己退化

2009年3月30日 星期一

tang tang tang tang!

congrats to.
Yu Ning, Sue Pei, Wan Wei, Tian Quan!!!!
pro la Tian Quan...got 9 or 8?
forgot
lol
and Wan Wei!!!1st!!WOW!
anyways
yucky leg i got there
caked with several layers of MUD
eew.
gt a hard time CLEARING it
my socks are ruined too

2009年3月27日 星期五

超压力

无形的压力
是DOUBT还是缺乏自信?
不懂
哇~~~~~~~~~~~~~==

add to this
i dont know whther i can do it
but i THINK i can
i'll try
^^

2009年3月24日 星期二

the way to the dead

dark post, no?
headed for somewhere
where i WILL regret that i headed to
i haven't so much let out a RELAXED breathe
since i stepped into the arms of something called 2009
im gonna be dead then
since that i don't remember anything from form 1 and form 2
two big STUFF are waiting for me in the corner
lurking there laughing at me
one of them is called PMR and the other UEC
stress
and i have to do my other life's work too
Prefect
too much feeling of responsibility there
can't shrug it off
so
POINT IS
tomoro where should i go?
eesh
i hate making choices.
Paramore--Riot
the vocals-Hayley
pretty, no?
go look at her photo.hoho

2009年3月18日 星期三

Holi-sickness

no.im not talking about you, holi.
i mean, holi-days.
it's this sickness i've got
it comes back every holiday
makes me lazy
makes me attracted to the computer
makes me in love with the internet
makes me hate my homework
makes me miss my friends
yet makes me want to lock myself at home
makes me dread school
makes me want school
makes me,
ironic
i just can't bring my self to do stuff i have to do.
homework?project?
Eew.
This thought keeps popping out of my head: You still have a lot of time, girl
yet this thought always fights with it : You're lacking time, girl!
im really free this holiday
i know,
i should use it goodly
since that im so busy during schooldays
but
argh
see?irony
my mum only let me go out for ONE day
so i spent that one
going out with prefects
buh-bye(and that day was not such a success)
that ONE day
hello
holidays
well
any doctor wanna cure me of this sickness?
im wasting my holidays

2009年3月14日 星期六

团刊篇2~


nice?
lol
不懂为什么
看了FISH的那篇
我总觉得我写得太少了
讲到BAN KING..
哈哈
他们让我学到
做一样东西
不能随便
不能得过且过
到最后
若因"赶"而敷衍了事
只会让你过后更多工
宝莹!!!!!!!!!
你带我们
会不会辛苦?两个敢跟你吵架的组长..
哈哈
懂你很疼我们组
^^谢啦
这些回忆
4EVER我都会记得
总务.负责股长.PARTNER.组员.

2009年3月13日 星期五

Finally



放下了
有没有开心?
短暂的.不懂为什么
很DOWN==
哎.能写什么?
谢FISH
能忍耐我的疏忽
能忍耐我的迟钝
谢谢,对不起~
hleong too..
ssh..after up there d people know u help us..
lol[jk]
我做这本团刊
真的学到了很多东西
也跟学长团接触了更多
我爱上了团
注意那个高三感言~
差不多每个人的都有这句:
"不要问团能给你什么,要问你能给团什么?"
我要付出,却没有什么好付出
BUT我会努力加油的~
今天换届
感触很多
1ST,不能跟朋友出去玩~lol
2ND,我真的很舍不得P2..
哎.不说啦.
团刊是我的心脏.-feedback feedback~
^^
起来!起来!起来!
[柔......不好意思,学你.哈哈~]
[FISH!醒来咯!哈~]

2009年3月9日 星期一

Weirdo postio la~

ah.wadeva.think.do u think often?i get the feeling that i don't.no. i feel like my brain's like, rusting but i just can't find anything to THINK about i just can't bring myself to go READ the newspapers and read about POLITICS maybe, im just a girl[well duh==]i don't like to be NORMAL[as in, in stuff i do, not physically]creativity rocks, yea?but then my mum said"last time u used to be really creative, from all the things i see you write. But now, u lost your creativity"true,true wat's the fun of living if you dun dare to be different?wat's the fun of doing things if everyone's doing the exact same thing?..

THE horror movie


starring:H.E, her watch, a piano, floor, curtains, door,weiyi's piano playing

it's a first time production

so, pls forgive me for any...

uh.wadeva.just watch

2009年3月6日 星期五

Im touched.p2篇~

看到了大家的努力
天天步操
步操时又很死命的喊
看到
队刊里智豪的话
我好感动~
今天
P2表现
比以往所有的步操比赛成绩
好!!
就算我们不是最佳小队

真的很满意P2!!!!!!!!
看得出大家都很尽力
><很感动很感动><
不懂队长的感言如何?
LOLX
AND46届.
今天
很有气势YEA~
肥矮
跟宝莹承诺哦
到时我们高二时
要是
最多人的
保持30++人!!
哇~im in love with P2.
^^
uh.
so lazy lar.supposed to be doing maths homework now
argh.lazy==
i really shud enter debate or sth
sth that can make me THINK
make me SPEAK OUT
and DARE to be different

uh.what brought that up>?
today...chinese elocution comp.
went crazy with the two "sot" prefects beside me
yor.the teacher's glaring at us jor lar==

2009年2月24日 星期二

Exam-ING

it's exams now
feeling weird that im onlining?
lol
just making sejarah notes
anyways
gambate everyone in your exams
it's the first exam of the year
and i SO don't wanna fail
i guess everyone feels the same too.
just saw Xue Rou's blog
>love her chinese and her drawings
my chinese like, SUCKS.
anyways.
im fickle
im impatient
so
i might keep on posting when i like blogging
but when i get bored of it
then
i wont'
but for a while more i kinda fall in love with it again
fit the word fickle?
lol
see my older posts then^^
leave a "lala" if you want
it gives me comfort that someone cares
lol
kidding..
GAMBATE
IN EXAMS!

2009年2月23日 星期一

Tekkonkinkreet+ART HOLIC

City-in Anime
Tekkonkinkreet

Clock tower

Art book=White side


Clock tower in concept sketch
city

train

White side +dark side Tekkonkinkreet art book

Tekkonkinkreet
believe it or not
i havent seen this show before
its an anime, manga
i just saw the poster in Xue Hai one day
and felll in love with it
it's perspective
its pictures
its city
its buildings
so beautiful and unique
i like the drawer's style, man
But the art book's like, so expensive
my teeth's gonna drop if i buy it.
hmm.
but i really wanna draw like them
so yeng><
so
anyone who has seen this anime
OR
is interested in
tell me
^^
lets have a HEATED discussion
lol><
art holic, hey?
but lately i havent been drawing
too busy
no inspiration whatsoever
dunno what to draw
any ideas?
ART HOLICS
come upfront and llemme meet u^^
lolz

2009年2月20日 星期五

p2.



P2...
obsessed with it, somehow><
很多人说了啦
一个人带小队,
很累,很辛苦
我也开始有点内疚啦><
怎么不多点配合?
只懂得责怪?
只懂得推卸责任
哎...
对不起啦
还记得,
宝莹+永祥讲过
现在
是最好的学习时间
要捉紧机会去学习
WAIT
不是在讲P2的吗.
我觉得我会遗憾
在这个小队
没有珍惜
却又搞不懂
是不是自己的错
值得珍惜吗?
值得.><
P2!步操加油!!!

2009年2月19日 星期四

what?


Regret
i hate that word
cherish
i WISH for that word
blur
i AM that word
haiz
that's rubbish, k
suddenly i think
there's so many things that i've missed out
that i COULD have learned
that i could have been better at
that i didn't cherish so
Socializing is important
but i'm not a BORN socialist
so it takes more effort for me
im not USED to speaking out
im not USED to leading by speaking
i don';t want to turn out to be a DEAD WORM
i don't want to learn things just for the sake of EXAMS
instead
i want to learn things for the sake of LEARNING
for KNOWING the world
but im turning into that monster
that machine
怎么突破?
跃.
跃过极限
每天突破自己
可以吗?
IM A ROBOT!

2009年2月14日 星期六

情人节?


lol
nvr cared much for this day
but today
there's some stuff i nid ta write
yesterday
i gave the first of my tears to P2
well
i don;t want to go into details but
P2,gambate!!!

okay.
no.don't expect there to be anyone i saw that i want to squeal over
or anyone that i would blush upon seeing
no.
well
thing is
when i was walking home
two cars were coming along
driving very slowly
so i got scared
and walked quickly, with a "don't mess with me" expression
BUT
there was a little longkang hole beside the road
and it isn't flat
so
i walked and
lost my balance and
fell.
FELL.
FELL!!!
then the second car stopped beside me and asked
"kamu okay tak?"
i said."yah"
continued walking really fast
OUCH
OUCH!!!
bleeding hands, palms, knees
well, imagine how i ended up home
and when washing the wounds with dettol
how PAINFUL
i did homework with hurt hands,palms.
OUCH
imagine how messy my words were
bloody==
ouch
then i bathed
the most weird bath ever
u know, like DANCING
with my hands trying to get out of the shower's way
but still,
OUCH
when im typing this
its still
OUCH
OUCH!
it's been centuries since i fell dowN!!!
happy valentines, yo~

2009年2月7日 星期六

100th post

yay!
happy 100th birthday,blog
dear blog,
you have served me quite well.
as your master, i am pleased with your work.
thank you^^
最近忙一样东西
忙到要傻了
哪里都不要去
妈都好像不爽了
功课又多
烦恼又多
考试又多
东西又多
累啊......

2009年2月4日 星期三

Something

Ta-DAH~~
Pao Bing
CHocolate+lychee
Strawberry+chocolate
yum.
finally ate it
thank u ruru,holi,kaiyee,jiawen,peiwen
for letting me have this dream come true!!
lolx><
next on

26/1/09 5.30 p.m.
anyone notice the sun??
hmm??
there was an eclipse!
日偏食

me and my bro stood outside for so very long
taking films, sunglasses
looking at the sun
and finding a way to picture it
see?it's not the moon
but its the SUN covered by the MOON

[my shadow waiting for the bus]
through the sunglasses
bro looking
^^
there goes~
心情篇~
i get FRUSTRATED
PMS?
nay.
like
i worry
that when i hang out with my friends
i have nothing to talk about
that
my social is not very good
that
my hair is SO short
that
i hate loneliness
that
im irresponsible
that
currently
my "chou kuan" paper
is RM0
haha
tomoro Cikgu Yu wanna check jor
only add some money up==
NOT that i don't want to bekerjasama
jus
i forgot to bring the card><
AND
i tak ada balik kampung lar==

[smiles, everyone.smiles]

P.S
see the Nodame Cantabile pic on top?
i SO TOTALLY
recommend that
anime, manga, live action show
^^






2009年1月28日 星期三

新年快乐!!

~新年快乐大家!!!~
wishes from Nat
^^
the day before new year's eve
which was..Saturday.the day where we got off early from school after only 3 periods
remember?lol
zor,xy and me finished the bibao[cow!!]

nice lerr///lol.no.actually a lot of people said that it is very ugly
anyway
after that zor,jaymin and me boarded my mum's car to Wangsa Maju Jusco
Due to excessive hunger[LOL]
we went to Mcd's to eat first
and due to LACK OF FUNDS
we ordered really little things
three persons
sharing one medium coke
sad or what?lol==
BUT
the things is..being the butterfingers i am
i kinda...well.see the picture for yourself

eew.luckily Mcd's offered free refill
lol
anyways
we walked around the shops then
wanting to look for clothes that fit three of us
no luck.
went to Padini and took a pic>

jay min purposely pulled up her socks for this one!!
lol
so we put our last chance at jusco
went in
nothing catching the eye
so we decided
to simply put on some clothes
and take pictures
of course
the clothes must be clothes we normally WON'T wear
so..
we ended up withXXX
you'll see for yourself what we ended up with
thing is
we three went in a fitting room together

and got change there
and...ta-dah~~

Flower girls!!
lol
eew
PLEASe forget u just saw them
haha
anyway
after that we went to meet up with holi, peiwen and yi an
for a while
then we continued our hunt for shirt journey
ah no
we changed it to
"hunt for something in common" journey
went to 2nd floor and walk walk walk
finally got sth in S&J
Pillows==
Then
the hungry me and jaymin
got something to drink and eat in the donut shop
met holi they all at the food court
after that
we went to Zor's house
lol
Cos zor and me wanted to watch Mamma Mia
Jaymin prepared a book
of her own to entertain herself
[she isn't interested in english shows]
guess what book?
ah."la bi xiao xin"--
anyways
we watched Jason Mraz's cd first
[so COOL!!the design and all!]
ok
lazy to upload pics anymore
so
bye and
happy new year!!!
will update SOON
VERY soon.
lolx
Mamma mia
here i go again
my my how could i forget you