exam!

exam
so so so dead
yucks
eew'
hate it
bryan cheong
see?i got add post ah
who say i don't have?
ahh.........
i love and hate exam
urgh
"and i hate it, u know i cant stay mad at u"
lol

sick..........gua?

symptoms
1.breathing difficulties
2.not severe chest pain
3. unfrequent headache
4. flam
5. dry lips
6. can't fall asleep
....
tell me...wat's wrong????!!!!
am i doing to die!!
i found out that
i m going out of control
not thinking before i act, not thinking before i speak
talking too much
annoying others
getting MORE and MORe self-obsessed
neglecting my friends
ALL of my friends
especially p,f,h,y,z........
sorry...
sorry....
im not a very good person
pls pls forgive me

underground dudess

underground dudess> social wreck
it actually means someone with bad social
social failure
>>>it will not b found in the dictionary
anyway
suits me huh?
>ugly, annoying,talkative,talentless, paranoid, think too much, lazy, self-obsessed
im not trying to get pityness or attention
but am just facing the truth
love gothic/punk clothes!!
lol
everytime i try to study
i will get distracted by my drawing book, manga and computer
lol.....
how to avoid distraction>>
i want...
i want to improve my social
really
i want to

studystudystudy

study!!exam is COMING!
......it's like sometimes i want to study sometimes i just dont even want to touch a book
haiz///
i flipped through all the old "xiao kan" of ChongHwa
and saw lots of people
with lots of pictures
with lots of awards
they r so talented!
i mean, they actually excel at something
and can win others at that something
i especially like it that they can win it together with friends
i mean, the feeling is like.....AAaaahhhh.....
but then////
i cant even win anything INSIDE the school
so.....im THAT useless.
hmm...today is 15/2
happy birthday hui en!!!
haha...
hui en is a very white, tall and pretty girl=]
NO sarcastic tones there

holidays!going to end!

my cousin from batupahat came yesterday
she brought me and my brother out to sungaiwang, pavillion,lowyat...
cannot find Manga studio software...
hmm...
the holidays of CNY are going to end
i dont think i did anything
dont even feel like opening textbooks
argh
between me,my brother, and both of my cousins
i m the worst
my bro is popular because he is very smart
and both my cousins are popular because they are twins, and are VERY pretty
whereas me.....
even if i dont say, everyone will know anyway
ugly, lazy, crazy
the worst of them all
and my social life?
dont evenmention it.
suck at it.

hmmm

i m actually kinda like Hunny Mitsukuni from Ouran HighSchool Host Club.
Everytime after i wake up
i will be in a very bad mode
example,
if i just woke up
and u ask me sth, i answer u
and u didnt hear clearly and ask me to repeat the answer again,
well, u wont get a good reply
or when u ask a VERY obvious question
u'll either get a very impatient answer or not get any answer at all
haha..

new year..(again)

this time, my mum went away for work
and is only coming back today.
she goes away often.
AND
everytime tht happens,
our house bcomes a mess.
except this time, actually.
last time, we used to have maggots all round the house(indoors!!) bcos our rubbish bin overflowed
then there was unwashed dishes, loads of clothes yet to fold and keep(a cockroach hiding inside)
THISTIME
there was NO maggot incidents
we finished washing baskets of clothes, hung them and folded them and kept them
so that means
we actually did not cause any mess
=]

SORRY!

the las post with the title~Chinese New Year
is a mistake!!!!
IGNORE IT!!!!
anyway...

this time i thinik i can wait.haha

anyway.........

trying to finish ALL my homework BEFOR CNY

so i can sit back and relax...ahh...

think bout it....sitting there whole day dunnit worry......

my social skills are on the brink

got problem~not enough courage

lol.

dun care lah

new year think about GOOD things.

GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life is GREAT!

talk about being sarcastic= =

no actually.

SIMple PLAN ROCKS!!!!!!!!

they're gonna have a new album soon!!!

awaiting the arrival.

they put out one of their new songs~When im gone

Which TOTALLY rocks.

12M.21M

still v long.

5 more M!!

ONE MORE M!!!!

COME ON!!!

so re wa wa ta shi no hon de

= this is my book.

=]

new year comin=]

happy chinese new year everyone!!

haha...have fun....

made a card for cikgu SOh and let las year de onezhong ppl sign

sorr ah...got a lot of ppl i no time to gif...

so still got a lot of ppl din sign...

also made another card for Miss EE

actually...is i print the one day trip picture wash for her and make it into a card...

dunno wat is her response??

my guess is ~ waste paper= =

anway...

wanted to upload Kiss Kiss~chris brown tpain video

but...

too big lah..lazy to wait.

weird

um..
yesterday i told my parents abt the breathing problem, and they said it might be due the fact tht i havent exercised for a long time, or due to flam.
anyway
i have always hated/dun really like boys who like to "kaolui" a lot
i don noe y exactly
but den, i just dun have a liking for those kind of people
even though they r friendly, good, or whatever
but.....i just cannot talk well to them
and have nothing to talk to them
and pretty much have nothing in common with them
hmm..........................

symptoms

1.coughing
2.sore throat
3.flam
4.breathing difficulties
5.occasionally feel tht hands lack of energy
...
anyway
saw the longteng CHCO performance today
me bro....
anyway
it was actually quite good...
i didnt fall asleep!!
and the songs werent very sleep slowy type
u know
there are a lot of times i wonder
inside prefect
wat can i do?wat can i learn?
bcoz like in CHCO or photography society
u get to learn something
and show it out, as....ur talent or sth
den in performing groups u get to show others wat u have learned
and show urself
tht u hav done well.the feeling after shows are, very very great
i wonder........
although think about it
as a prefect u actually learn more Mental stuff...
as in....
how to stand on our rights
and live right through the teenage rebellion years with non prefect friends
without actually ove rebelling
it's tough.

sick

dunno y...
feel tht it's kind of hard to breath
or mayb just my own problem
but...
a lot of times like very hard to breath, i mean
as in...
im breathing with my throat
and my throat(down area) feels very tired..
scared...