what?

Regret

i hate that word

cherish

i WISH for that word

blur

i AM that word

haiz

that's rubbish, k

suddenly i think

there's so many things that i've missed out

that i COULD have learned

that i could have been better at

that i didn't cherish so

Socializing is important

but i'm not a BORN socialist

so it takes more effort for me

im not USED to speaking out

im not USED to leading by speaking

i don';t want to turn out to be a DEAD WORM

i don't want to learn things just for the sake of EXAMS

instead

i want to learn things for the sake of LEARNING

for KNOWING the world

but im turning into that monster

that machine

怎么突破?

跃.

跃过极限

每天突破自己

可以吗?

IM A ROBOT!

情人节?

lol
nvr cared much for this day

but today

there's some stuff i nid ta write

yesterday

i gave the first of my tears to P2

well

i don;t want to go into details but

P2,gambate!!!

okay.

no.don't expect there to be anyone i saw that i want to squeal over

or anyone that i would blush upon seeing

no.

well

thing is

when i was walking home

two cars were coming along

driving very slowly

so i got scared

and walked quickly, with a "don't mess with me" expression

BUT

there was a little longkang hole beside the road

and it isn't flat

so

i walked and

lost my balance and

fell.

FELL.

FELL!!!

then the second car stopped beside me and asked

"kamu okay tak?"

i said."yah"

continued walking really fast

OUCH

OUCH!!!

bleeding hands, palms, knees

well, imagine how i ended up home

and when washing the wounds with dettol

how PAINFUL

i did homework with hurt hands,palms.

OUCH

imagine how messy my words were

bloody==
ouch

then i bathed

the most weird bath ever

u know, like DANCING

with my hands trying to get out of the shower's way

but still,

OUCH

when im typing this
its still

OUCH

OUCH!
it's been centuries since i fell dowN!!!

happy valentines, yo~

100th post

yay!
happy 100th birthday,blog
dear blog,
you have served me quite well.
as your master, i am pleased with your work.
thank you^^
最近忙一样东西
忙到要傻了
哪里都不要去
妈都好像不爽了
功课又多
烦恼又多
考试又多
东西又多
累啊......

Something

Ta-DAH~~

Pao Bing

CHocolate+lychee

Strawberry+chocolate

yum.

finally ate it

thank u ruru,holi,kaiyee,jiawen,peiwen

for letting me have this dream come true!!

lolx><

next on

26/1/09 5.30 p.m.

anyone notice the sun??

hmm??
there was an eclipse!

日偏食

me and my bro stood outside for so very long

taking films, sunglasses

looking at the sun

and finding a way to picture it

see?it's not the moon

but its the SUN covered by the MOON

[my shadow waiting for the bus]

through the sunglasses

bro looking

^^

there goes~

心情篇~

i get FRUSTRATED

PMS?

nay.

like

i worry

that when i hang out with my friends

i have nothing to talk about

that

my social is not very good

that

my hair is SO short

that

i hate loneliness

that

im irresponsible

that

currently

my "chou kuan" paper

is RM0

haha

tomoro Cikgu Yu wanna check jor

only add some money up==

NOT that i don't want to bekerjasama

jus

i forgot to bring the card><

AND

i tak ada balik kampung lar==

[smiles, everyone.smiles]

P.S

see the Nodame Cantabile pic on top?

i SO TOTALLY

recommend that

anime, manga, live action show

^^

新年快乐!!

~新年快乐大家!!!~

wishes from Nat

^^

the day before new year's eve

which was..Saturday.the day where we got off early from school after only 3 periods

remember?lol

zor,xy and me finished the bibao[cow!!]

nice lerr///lol.no.actually a lot of people said that it is very ugly

anyway

after that zor,jaymin and me boarded my mum's car to Wangsa Maju Jusco

Due to excessive hunger[LOL]

we went to Mcd's to eat first

and due to LACK OF FUNDS

we ordered really little things

three persons

sharing one medium coke

sad or what?lol==

BUT

the things is..being the butterfingers i am

i kinda...well.see the picture for yourself

eew.luckily Mcd's offered free refill

lol

anyways

we walked around the shops then

wanting to look for clothes that fit three of us

no luck.

went to Padini and took a pic>

jay min purposely pulled up her socks for this one!!

lol

so we put our last chance at jusco

went in

nothing catching the eye

so we decided
to simply put on some clothes

and take pictures

of course

the clothes must be clothes we normally WON'T wear

so..

we ended up withXXX

you'll see for yourself what we ended up with

thing is

we three went in a fitting room together

and got change there

and...ta-dah~~

Flower girls!!

lol

eew

PLEASe forget u just saw them

haha

anyway

after that we went to meet up with holi, peiwen and yi an

for a while

then we continued our hunt for shirt journey

ah no

we changed it to

"hunt for something in common" journey

went to 2nd floor and walk walk walk

finally got sth in S&J

Pillows==

Then

the hungry me and jaymin

got something to drink and eat in the donut shop

met holi they all at the food court

after that

we went to Zor's house

lol

Cos zor and me wanted to watch Mamma Mia

Jaymin prepared a book

of her own to entertain herself

[she isn't interested in english shows]

guess what book?

ah."la bi xiao xin"--

anyways

we watched Jason Mraz's cd first

[so COOL!!the design and all!]

ok

lazy to upload pics anymore

so

bye and

happy new year!!!

will update SOON

VERY soon.

lolx

Mamma mia

here i go again

my my how could i forget you

实习啊实习

我今天站岗抱人叻
==
不提那个先
今天站岗
到一半
队长过来
问我戈壁的实习
XX,你要退团啊?
然后他就被朋友拉去了
SO我就跟实习聊天咯
她说
今天最后一天了
签名还没签完
我好像是有听到实习说
若没签完就不能当正式
但
我其实不相信咯
我觉得
应该不会酱绝对的
让这个选择
全靠在一张签名上
所以..
我告诉 她
不要担心
尽力就好
不要那么容易就要退团
这选择
也许会让你后悔
要回来
可是很难的
还有那个谁啊...
讲真的
我很偏心的咯
一直LAM那个实习==
那时他要退团
我都不懂要说什么
结果就SMS了他几封
然后
就想到给他自己做决定啦
结果...没临时小队后
他好像被震涛劝回来了...
我抱人..因为
哈哈.因为两个大好人咯^^
只想说一句
实习
不要那么容易放弃!给学长团一个机会,给自己一个机会
要知道,很多人看好你们,关心你们的啊!!!

P.S.佩优小姐,我哪里只关心他,我也很喜欢你啦...哈哈!!感动叻..==

The freakish me i am

我乘听过..
"在耘,我知道你哪里变了.你没有以前开朗了"
"你可以对自己有自信点吗?就算你不厉害,也要扮出很厉害的样子!"

我就那么的软弱
那么的没自信
1.没自信
2.讲话不经大脑
3.简直是没话题,闷到==
4. 不很活泼[意思:很难HIGH]
5.自私
6.笨[反应迟钝]
7.没有创新的IDEA
8.没有主见
9.很喜欢想太多
10.很容易被别人影响
乘听说过
发现了缺点
发现了自己不比别人好的地方
不要自卑
要勇往直前,改变自己
我惊讶
叫我填我的优点时
我竟然不懂
问我我的志愿时
我答不出
不只是一次
有人跟我讲:WALAU,你怎样做到学长的哦!
虽然可能是开玩笑的
可是
我真的会酱想咯

好!
我决定
用今年
除了读书
还要
让自己变得一个更好的人
学习领导
学习合群
学习做一个更好的人
还有珍惜
身边的朋友
的一切
^^
享受"真正的快乐"
你要怎样的明天,就要看你进天怎样的努力!
听过我唠叨这些的人,应该只有两个吧
对不起哦
那么的自私...一直讲自己
还有,谢谢大家
愿意认识我这个笨蛋!我很感动!!
[那个...真正的快乐啊,是五月天的那首.去看看他的MV,超有意思且感人的!我知道,我乘讨厌这首歌(某人咯==)可是看了那MV后,完全改观!!!!哈哈..SO...间介谢谢咯..]