Out of Earth

in the midst of exams.
before the hating UEC and loving PMR
urgh
yesterday went to Aarthee's open house
^^ Tq so much for inviting me!
anyways
really fun
when we first reached there(went with jaymin and yv yl-us four againXD)
two houses were having open house
and we didn't know which one to go XD
but then aarthee came out then ta-da lor
then an auntie sudden;y pointed to me and said- eh, aarthee your friend!i remember this one, that one also(Jaymin)
??
apparantly she is Goh Wei Lok's mum
suddenly forgot><
there were lots of diaphgram around
said hello to hsin jie( SO lenglui!!!) and jiaqian
saw geekeat, zhongwei, wenchuan(what's with the hair==)
man...it's been SO long since we last saw them...
Even Weikang, loo and her? were there too
ate lor...this time got chopsticks~
then us four sat on the sofa with pretty much nothing to do
diaphgram wad...
i talked to geekeat
who's a teen in teenage years. XD.
then we all started talking to Wc
HAHAHA. just then realised how stupid we were last time. hmm.
well, we never change so our over-active natures never change too
jayming they all left
(so quiet..din even heard him talk?)
everyone went up and play truth or dare
and....ta-da. a lot of secrets
sudden;y got a lot of ppl to gap
and REALLY wai stuff
eew.
anyways
realize CH has a lot of self- invented words
ask others, none knows.
chui shui, ling meng(lemon),and etc
blah eadeva
im just running away from studying to type this
happy deepavali!

Answers to life

心血来潮.写华语.
最近疯读考试
讲真的,学会的东西很不想理
但是又不能不理
SURPRISE
可以振作点吗?
我不要文宣股倒塌...
突然想
若生活像考试一样有答案就好了..
但基本上没有一样生活的东西有明确的答案
有时看到其他人很好的友谊
看到戏里的爱情
很羡慕他们有人爱
被照顾的感觉
我也很想要有好的友谊..
我也想活得开开心心
但是为什么就是那么多东西可以阻挡开心?
我很想变成我要成为的人
努力,但是最后觉得绝望
很孤单叻.这种感觉.


当我真的很在乎一个人的时候
我会愿意被他/她欺负
我会无形中被他/她影响
无时无刻想变成一个可以让他们开心放心的人
到最后
很累
但又很想取悦大家
难哦==

What For?

why do we need to socialize?
why do we need exams?
why do humans always WANT things they can't get?
why can't we BE who we want to be?
why is there so MANY errors in one person and less in another's?
why is there fantasy and fairytale that makes us wanna get out of our skins right here right now?
why are academic results so important?
why must the world kiss on certificates?

been on darurat for the whole holiday
parents watching my back
can 't do anything much except study
good or bad
i dunno
but im sick of studying already
but i know i have to do it
why?
cuz the world loves certificate
and i wanna live
what else to do?

15malaysia.com

check this out...

quite cool and nice^^shows that our country has talented people!!XD

Geroff me!!!!!

ADDICTION!
要读书但又一直不要读
读到一半就跑去做其它东西
URGH.
我很坏咯.
最近,发现到自己有几种情绪
1.HIGH到...
2.静到....
3.LEMON MOOD
4.很想讲话但是没话讲
第三个叻,
就是最近的情绪啦
但这招只对家人而已
讲东西
我不做回应
不然就是敷衍一声
再烦我,一个丑脸.
我也不想啦!
只是真的很懒,又觉得讲的东西我没兴趣==
我哥中的最多.
总感觉,我扮演的角色很想生活中我认识的一个人扮演的
而我哥的角色是生活中我扮演的.哎.
对不起啦.
我那种MOOD时
很多柠檬给
对不起.
过HIGH时又没顾及他人的感受==
people close to me will realise it XD
sorry.

bookfair!!

lol.out in the midst of h1n1 caused someppl to miss it..
zozo huini mei en ilyng yuning ffj la..lol
all in all, quite a good day
brought RM 100
which i tot was a lot at first but not until i saw how much others brought==
ok fine
at Food Court saw shinying xinle a du and yonghao
once reached went to Kinokunya
saw LOTS of wonderful books><
met up wif wenwei there
then went wif her and Kelvin to da Bookfair!
well..the english books were YAY
and then the cds part
SO many nice stuff!!!
saw thse anime stuff until i can dieXD
we saw this big collection of 10 english oldies songs cd in ONE package
SO nice the songs!
Rm 195.
ouch. we wanted to separate it into 10 persons
XD then 19.5 enuf
there was also this dvd on the nanjing da tu sha
buy it for history teacher XD
Wenwei bought the Studio Ghibli songs live orchestra dvd!!
ahh!
anyways
after paying(officially left wif RM 10)
we went to the other parts
all chinese books
tried to find books to read(improve chi!)
but cant find anything intersting.
saw JImi's books
EXPENSIVE!
po chan==
and those hong qing ting books
quite nice
but not enuf $
saw wenwei bought 4 of them.
boro hers la=/
ha.
at the end
still cant find any chinses books lol
went back to the cds section
then went out
proposed to watch Up/wadever movie
but my mum came jor.
sob.
spent the last 15 minutes standing beside Starbucks
watching ppl drink
AND walking in THEN out again.
Then spent the leftover time
hanging out in front of
Georgio Armani's~
lol.
quite a good time
thought i went home the earliest==
din get to spend time wif yunhuakexinziqingwenyi
aiz.
anyways.no1 wif symptoms right?
lol.
STuff that i waNT but no$
1.Viva La Vida piano!RM70+
2. all those Studio Ghibli art books.XD RM 100+
3. Train Man(seems quite interesting..)RM forgot. > 50
4. A spot of bother(Mark Haddon's.)RM30+
5. Candace Bushnell's bk(forgot title)RM30+
6. Patsy Cline, Rat Pack, Elvis Presley's Cds!RM 30+
7. that oldies song RM 195
8. Nodame Two seasons! RM 18
9. JImi's book RM30+
10. Hong Qing Ting's bk RM 15+

Bought?
1. Six Suspects RM 30+
2. GOne with the wind RM 30+
3. Studio Ghibli shows RM 20+
4. Cinnamon sugar pretzel!! RM 3.2

lol==

im lame im stupid but i dont care+ the ANNOYING trials

lol wad's that?
==
that phrase just bursts into my head sometimes
when im feeling down because of my
personality or whatsoever
a "running away" spirit
not good to learn from.

tomoro's the end of TRIALS!
nothing to b happy about.
hmm. didn't do v well
MALAY?
tot it was easy
then come out?
21 people failed
and the highest was just 80
SEJ?
i TOT it would be easyTT
KH?
well. that was ok.
MORAL?
hah. anyone saw my masterpiece?
No SEE NO hEAR No TALK no BIRD no DISNEY.etc.
only no moral ppl will do this. especially when i don't listen to her==
MATHS?
I FORGOT TO BRING MY CALCULATOR
and had to count those annoying decimals
ok. what else?
yeah SCIENCE
so lazy to study
i just looked over lots of stuff
results? i dunno.
better dont cry
XD
we should exchange tips.
between schools.
XD
lol okay jus kidding== wadeva la
that rumah terbuka and gaya hidup sihat thingy
Cikgu Yew gave us similiar karangans
and i didn't even GLANCE at them
serves me right==
aiz. coming up next
UEC trials
in which i havent touch a THING

everyone,
exams gambate!

不是你笨!
是考卷难! :D