2009年11月4日 星期三

BANANA lar

so d* bananas
i SO regret wanting to do this things
go eat bananas lar u guys(guy)
so MAFAN
can i give up?
urgh
DON'T care
if there's people
it GOES ON
if not
banana lar.

2009年10月28日 星期三

Happy people live happy lives

agree?
why be sad when u can be happy?
why add on to misery when there's a positive side to it,
waiting for u to look at it full-faced?
confident people live happier
why look at the bad side when u can be happy?
sobsob.
happiness
dun run away!!!
come BACK here!!
hello?
recognize me?
ye-ah! im ur OWNER
'lo?
mr happiness?
u've been MIA so long ler
taken over by Mr Uncontentness and Mr greed and Mr doubt and Mr sad
can u come back now?

2009年10月27日 星期二

我一定要

考试完啦!!!

逃避
最后还是会回来的

我一定要彻底了解你

2009年10月16日 星期五

Out of Earth

in the midst of exams.
before the hating UEC and loving PMR
urgh
yesterday went to Aarthee's open house
^^ Tq so much for inviting me!
anyways
really fun
when we first reached there(went with jaymin and yv yl-us four againXD)
two houses were having open house
and we didn't know which one to go XD
but then aarthee came out then ta-da lor
then an auntie sudden;y pointed to me and said- eh, aarthee your friend!i remember this one, that one also(Jaymin)
??
apparantly she is Goh Wei Lok's mum
suddenly forgot><
there were lots of diaphgram around
said hello to hsin jie( SO lenglui!!!) and jiaqian
saw geekeat, zhongwei, wenchuan(what's with the hair==)
man...it's been SO long since we last saw them...
Even Weikang, loo and her? were there too
ate lor...this time got chopsticks~
then us four sat on the sofa with pretty much nothing to do
diaphgram wad...
i talked to geekeat
who's a teen in teenage years. XD.
then we all started talking to Wc
HAHAHA. just then realised how stupid we were last time. hmm.
well, we never change so our over-active natures never change too
jayming they all left
(so quiet..din even heard him talk?)
everyone went up and play truth or dare
and....ta-da. a lot of secrets
sudden;y got a lot of ppl to gap
and REALLY wai stuff
eew.
anyways
realize CH has a lot of self- invented words
ask others, none knows.
chui shui, ling meng(lemon),and etc
blah eadeva
im just running away from studying to type this
happy deepavali!

2009年9月30日 星期三

Answers to life

心血来潮.写华语.
最近疯读考试
讲真的,学会的东西很不想理
但是又不能不理
SURPRISE
可以振作点吗?
我不要文宣股倒塌...
突然想
若生活像考试一样有答案就好了..
但基本上没有一样生活的东西有明确的答案
有时看到其他人很好的友谊
看到戏里的爱情
很羡慕他们有人爱
被照顾的感觉
我也很想要有好的友谊..
我也想活得开开心心
但是为什么就是那么多东西可以阻挡开心?
我很想变成我要成为的人
努力,但是最后觉得绝望
很孤单叻.这种感觉.


当我真的很在乎一个人的时候
我会愿意被他/她欺负
我会无形中被他/她影响
无时无刻想变成一个可以让他们开心放心的人
到最后
很累
但又很想取悦大家
难哦==

2009年9月23日 星期三

What For?

why do we need to socialize?
why do we need exams?
why do humans always WANT things they can't get?
why can't we BE who we want to be?
why is there so MANY errors in one person and less in another's?
why is there fantasy and fairytale that makes us wanna get out of our skins right here right now?
why are academic results so important?
why must the world kiss on certificates?

been on darurat for the whole holiday
parents watching my back
can 't do anything much except study
good or bad
i dunno
but im sick of studying already
but i know i have to do it
why?
cuz the world loves certificate
and i wanna live
what else to do?

2009年9月17日 星期四

15malaysia.com

check this out...

quite cool and nice^^shows that our country has talented people!!XD