It is always difficult before it is easy

I. Disagree.
That's not true! It might be for a while, but
As life is,
Once you think so,ething is easy, some other hardship will present itself to you
And you'll regret ever thinking it was easy
Nothings easy,
No.
There will always be mountain after mountain of challenges waiting ahead of us
Waiting to be tamed
Or whatever
Wow.
Such a sad outlook of life ==

Guiltguiltguilt

I, am a seriously lousy person
Sometimes I tend to ignore people,
Make people feel left out,
Lose my patience,
Talk impolitely
I suck suck suck suck suck
Urgh
Sorry, people
It's just that the older I get,the more I tend to be
Unsocial able
So,so sorry.
I will try to control myself

Swallowed by guilt

The effects, of 1malaysia

Frankly speaking, I never had a problem with languages
As a Chinese,staying in Malaysia, I have had to learn and speak three languages all my life. Namely, Chinese,Malay and English
But seriously, now that I'm trying to improve them all by reading and writing more
The three languages all get muddled up in my mind!
I find it much easier to utter a sentence consisting of all three languages rather then just, one.
Good?
Nah. I face a lot of problems when I am conversing with people who only know one of those three languages
The words just don't come
My grammar switches between all three languages inconsistently
Truly Malaysian style, truly rojak
Wahhhhh TT macam mana!!!

Ps.this blogger keeps automatically changing my words to english. How am i suppose to type some other language?
It doesn't even Llow an error in my speellingg!

(hah! Just ignored it ==)

Yeah.aspirations

Ah well. It's about time to think about that, ei?
I've been thinking about these two phrases lately.
"never allow yourself to regret" and "never regret anything you do"
That's kinda sad, isn't it?
You would be spending your time ever wondering:will the future me regret this?is this the correct decision?
It sucks to live that way, I've tried it
In the end, it seems just better to Just Do It rather then think so much
You'll be missin much more if yout hink so much ==

Music memories

Have you ever had a memory resurface just because you heard a song?music?

that music may just play a tiny part in the memory

as in, some random music playing in the background

or play a big part in the memory

but nevertheless

it becomes the key to a barrel of memories

or

experiences that play a vital role in our life

it is during these instances

that i am thankful for life the most

that i am grateful

that i am who i am

and i have a wonderful life

tears and unknowing smiles :)

These are the real moments of life.

Everything :)

I gave it my all

this mid year exam =)

The first time in the history of CH exams,

that i studied so hard,

got so nervous,

got so stressed

and hold high hopes for it

I hope the results will be good

or else I will feel so, so bad=.=

This is how it feels to try your best?

drained=.=

The end of exams signifies the start of another busy period

Life just DOESN'T give up, does it?

eeks. I won't stop too :)