Off the beaten road

Everyone seems to be going from introverted to extroverted, except me
I'm going the other way round

Whatever.

Ignore ignore

Everyday I seem to have a lot to write
But every time those things appear in my mind, there's no access to Internet

Woosh.
They're stuck in my head

I got a feeling..

Youtube has an invisible force that keeps pulling me towards it

i got a feeling im gonna fail my calculus test this friday.
i'm experienceing the failing feeling!!!
please, please no ><
i don't want history to be repeated again.

Seriously.

I used to think that cats are cute, adorable and absolutely lovable
That was until they started defaecating behind my house
Creating that awful odor
That makes me cringe every time I go to the kitchen
Excuse me, cats
That's MY backyard you're defaecating on
it's not a public toilet!
And to think that always used to treat you guys so well
To always give you guys sweet smiles and a little friendly meow whenever we meet
Argh!
I'm sorry but the meow has turn into a roar today
Wait. I'm NOT sorry
Your own fault for doing this to me
Is this how you treat a friend?:(
Unfriend unfriend!!


(I can't believe I'm fighting with cats==)

What am i doing here?

I can't believe im here when i should be sketching graphs!!
aah!
sometimes i really wonder how do people control themselves
there just seems to be this NOT switch in us(or maybe just me:( )
that makes our body do whatever that our brains tell us specifically, NOT to do
then after that, the brain will keep torturing us(or, maybe just me =.=)
for NOT doing whatever we were suppose to be doing, but ain't
then we'll(OR, maybe just ME o.o) feel guilty, bad
and shout into the air : HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING! WASTING TIME!! AHHHH
then we'll( or, me=.=) complain to our( im getting tired of this. OR JUST ME) parents
that we (...) can't finish studying
booooo~
faults our ( you know what im going to say) own

like now,
i should be sketching graphs!!
NO! DON"T GO TOUCH YOUTUBE!
NONONO!
NO KDRAMA!!
even as i type this,
i know my fingers will be typing, www.youtube....

sad sad sad me :(

Waaaa

I really hate it when astro breaks connection during rainy days
Waaaa!
A drama watched halfway stopped at it's very climax moment
Astro!!
How can you do this to me!
Can't you have better connection?

:(

Monster

Par amore's monster rocks
More than linkin park's iridescent, even though they're both my favorite bands

I think that a monster lurks in me
Some horrible thoughts appear in my head all the time
Stuff that I know I should not be thinking,
Stiff that even a three year old knows its wrong
I always mentally slap myself after thinking these thoughts
And then feel disbelief that how I can think of such things

Luckily, they never come out.

Creepy, huh? What if I'm drjekyll and mr Hyde?
Better not let me drink any weird potions lately...

Beautiful :)

Golf courses are actually pretty
I got a glimpse of it as I passed by one huge, huge golf course surrounded by huge,huge trees this morning
Green grass, fresh air (looks fresh),old looking trees shrouded by a thin layer of mist
Reminiscent of the 2005film pride a prejudice
A girl dressed in an English dress running through the fields just fits the picture perfectly
:)
Sometimes this world is just so beautiful
Especially the tiniest parts where we tend to ignore normally

It's sad to see forests cleared to become acres upon acres of red, bare, bleeding soil
Can't you see that the land is bleeding??
And yet, for modernization they need to be sacrificed
Yeap. So just close your eyes and pretend not to see it when you pass them by, lest you feel their bleeding souls.