Undergrounder

im an undergrounder
after seeing some othr ppl's friendster pictures
i feel tht way
They r SO pretty
AND the have so good social lives
really,really envy them
y do some people just seem so perfect?
yes, nothing's perfect
but, they r JUS NEaR PERFECt
not tht i want to b perfect
but i just dun wanna fail myself and feel lonely
or bore myself out
bcoz
lots of times(especially tis days) i bore myself out...
dun dare to go find ppl to talk at 2zhong...swt...
i normally go find yulijing or liusiting....coz they r mre quiet..i not so scared....
is there no one else??!!!

sorry.....

i did stupid things AGAiN
people's secrets r to keep, i know
The MOST BASIC rule of all!!
yet i kinda broke it........
sorry...whoever is it u should know....
im so sorry..........

another thing.
i think i REALLY m a big failure
i mean, i might look OK to u
but then...
inside me i really hav lots of "cons"....
very very LACK....

if u dunno wat i m talking abt
jus ignore it

talented!!!

OMG
jus went to youtube and saw all the Studio Ghibli Joes Hisashi directed songs....
both orchestra and piano...
SO GENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i m fainting with admiration!!!
OMG!!!
cant blif it!!!
anyway...
wanna put in a good word for Studio Ghibli
~~it's movies(animes) are great great great!!
u might think they r kiddish, but they r SO NOT kiddish
it has a lot of meaning in it
i would recommed Princess Mononoke( vry touching, gross yet beautiful) and Howl's moving castle for romance lovers.
and it comes with nice songs too!!!!!
i dun regret buying the DVD for 80++
it is so nice.........
**faint**

ugly people

ever found out that
pretty people get to know others more easily and they tend to have more self confidence??
except for some lah...
not saying all
but it's normally like that.
then people like me(ugly)
hav to b automatic
only can get wat u want
....

2zhong2zhong

still thinking about 1zhong.
i KNOW ppl will say dun live in ur past or watever
but.............................
2zhong is kinda cold...........
1xiao de ppl are ok but(sorry sorry!!) they kind of talk to their own people
except for some, of course
i think, the worse kind of people to know are
those where u talk to them and they dun face u and they dun even BOTHER to look at u or answer u
very "fish"
hmm..........
is there some kind of book which talks about how to know other people??
or "why u were so crazy and suddenly tone down and want to burst ledi"
watever....................................................................................................................
time past so fast...........................................