how to help?

i dont understand
hw people can get
affected by things around them
so easily
is it because they willingly want to?
is it because they just want to follow the trend?
is it because they're too lazy to think?
is it because they think they can benefit from it?
i don't know
there'r lots of people who might need help out there
in which
i don't know how to help
i really don't understand them
really
i feel so down sometimes
all,
suddenly
feel very self depressed
that i cant do much for them
that
my society gave me so much
and i have nothing, except time
to give
but
by giving my time
and i lose time
to do other things too
where's me?
y am i suddenly so
erm
serious or something?
huh..
is it because i m too busy?
why am i suddenly not like last time,
being able to be crazy every second
afraid
of breaking the rules nw
because
im afraid
i let others down
i dun have anything else to give
so the best i can do
is not let anyone down
==
guitar society
yin yue hui
7/8/08
thursday
after school
COME!
i will LOVE u if u come