Holi-sickness

no.im not talking about you, holi.
i mean, holi-days.
it's this sickness i've got
it comes back every holiday
makes me lazy
makes me attracted to the computer
makes me in love with the internet
makes me hate my homework
makes me miss my friends
yet makes me want to lock myself at home
makes me dread school
makes me want school
makes me,
ironic
i just can't bring my self to do stuff i have to do.
homework?project?
Eew.
This thought keeps popping out of my head: You still have a lot of time, girl
yet this thought always fights with it : You're lacking time, girl!
im really free this holiday
i know,
i should use it goodly
since that im so busy during schooldays
but
argh
see?irony
my mum only let me go out for ONE day
so i spent that one
going out with prefects
buh-bye(and that day was not such a success)
that ONE day
hello
holidays
well
any doctor wanna cure me of this sickness?
im wasting my holidays