problems

why oh why
am i having so many problems?
or is it that of my OWN problem?
that all this problems are all self created?
like im becoming this other person i don't like
or maybe im just looking into the past too much
har?
dunno..
dunnodunnodunno
like,im sudden;y HUMOURLESS
and so BORING
u'll bbe bored by me in a second
and then...
in prefects ar..
i feel so stupid==
lol.no lar.
like im not myself or sth
i dunno.like so QUIET.
hate it.
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i also dunno y!!
y i dun have much to talk about with prefects sometimes
it's like, suddenly i have so many things to talk
sometimes i just
shut up or something
haiz
so many books to read
PMR
UEC
die lor
8/1 kaiyu,zesu
10/1 elaine
happy birthday!