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I just finished typing a post
Which went missing
Adding to my frustration
I don't want to type it out again
But it feels lousy, to have no one
To be alone,
To have no one close,
To have missed opportunities
To battle with myself everyday
To w ant to cry yet the tears don't come
To

I don't know how to write
I'm supposed to be studying right now
If only people didn't have emotions
If only we didn't have to..
I can't even write that out
Because if I do
I will be judged
As I judge others too.
No one will agree anyway.
No one does
You'll most probably just brush me off and say, you? Mana possible..
Yet it is, and it's happening.