那天...
新春庙会
一开始
我过得非常非常开心
也很HIGH
可是...过后到打篮球
就开始没有酱开心了
为什么?
因为听到有人讲我们排斥他们...
就酱,在等人时
讲了好久...
其实我想,
不是我们在意别人的眼光
而是..
我们是一届的
别人不懂,我们是什么单位?
为什么自己一人一起出去
没有叫其它46届的?
他们不懂啊
自然的,会感觉,好像在分帮派似的
若我不是花,我也会酱觉得
觉得很HURT
虽然,XX不应该酱讲,可是想想,
其实是真的咯
然后关于那服务..
其实我有听到谢慧讲[好象是吧]
可是我还以为是搬桌子
看到他们都搬完了
我就上去学长室了
没想到...好,这造成第二个不爽
然后打篮球
大家一开始很没MOOD打
可是后来都有参进去打了.
走路去?
没话讲.我在那时才知道不是全部人去那边的目的是
为ALBERT庆祝生日><
没了炮冰==不用紧.我不为小事失望/生气
过后都很OK下的...直到在餐厅时..
我和XY都还在选菜
不懂要选什么嘛..结果就不知道周围发生了什么事
只知道,两个人去买蛋糕,
还有人要ORDER先
对不起啊==
DEN,吃东西...都OK啦
只是
好象没有共同话题
吃完
有写去筹款
有些去玩
我和XY一下下就走人了...
哎..
今天嘛
我其实过得瞒OK的
只是
在看了BLOG后
在想了想后
才觉得自己很疏忽
发生
那么多事情
自己竟然都
没那么在意或是不懂
这是自私
敷衍吧
对不起啦
那天是少了共识
也因为种种原因导致大家
MOOD都不很好
哎.过了就过了吧
以后
不要在做同样的错就行了..
若有任何得失或意见
对不起
你可以发表
2009年1月16日 星期五
2009年1月12日 星期一
想崩溃不能崩溃.
时刻鼓励自己,安慰自己
要容易放弃的自己不能放弃的抵达自己设下的目标
好多哦
我的目标,好多好多
想到要去完成它
有时丧气,有时有冲力
有时,真的很累
我有一个毛病,就是容易放弃
到了最后我会失去"要做到最好"的这个念头了
很烂HO...
BANBANBAN
现在是我最讨厌的字
做了又做
别人不给予合作
我就很想很想发脾气
就连小事我也很想发脾气!!
可是想想,发脾气也没用嘛
一定要做到好
一定一定
而且是大家一起做
不能独裁
所以...只能说,加油咯...生活就是这样
谢谢所有SMS祝福我生日的人
还有,学长们^^
那卡好美
所有送我礼物的人
谢谢!!
Weijian: ur present & sms(懂你想了很久..谢谢哦!)
Yiwen,and every prefect: the card^^
phatz,yanling,shunhui:the pressie
weiyi:pressie too.luv ya!!!
zorzor:luv the card!!
huiru:2cards ler....tq!
holi: thank u for the card^^
Siyan,jingyi,shiyu,ilyng,hanchajie2,tianquan,lilian,huien,kaiyu,wanxin,baoying,jayming,fan,suhui,jaymin
thank you all
and my parents too!!
and God, of course for giving me life on earth
such a wonderful life too^^
要容易放弃的自己不能放弃的抵达自己设下的目标
好多哦
我的目标,好多好多
想到要去完成它
有时丧气,有时有冲力
有时,真的很累
我有一个毛病,就是容易放弃
到了最后我会失去"要做到最好"的这个念头了
很烂HO...
BANBANBAN
现在是我最讨厌的字
做了又做
别人不给予合作
我就很想很想发脾气
就连小事我也很想发脾气!!
可是想想,发脾气也没用嘛
一定要做到好
一定一定
而且是大家一起做
不能独裁
所以...只能说,加油咯...生活就是这样
谢谢所有SMS祝福我生日的人
还有,学长们^^
那卡好美
所有送我礼物的人
谢谢!!
Weijian: ur present & sms(懂你想了很久..谢谢哦!)
Yiwen,and every prefect: the card^^
phatz,yanling,shunhui:the pressie
weiyi:pressie too.luv ya!!!
zorzor:luv the card!!
huiru:2cards ler....tq!
holi: thank u for the card^^
Siyan,jingyi,shiyu,ilyng,hanchajie2,tianquan,lilian,huien,kaiyu,wanxin,baoying,jayming,fan,suhui,jaymin
thank you all
and my parents too!!
and God, of course for giving me life on earth
such a wonderful life too^^
2009年1月8日 星期四
problems
why oh why
am i having so many problems?
or is it that of my OWN problem?
that all this problems are all self created?
like im becoming this other person i don't like
or maybe im just looking into the past too much
har?
dunno..
dunnodunnodunno
like,im sudden;y HUMOURLESS
and so BORING
u'll bbe bored by me in a second
and then...
in prefects ar..
i feel so stupid==
lol.no lar.
like im not myself or sth
i dunno.like so QUIET.
hate it.
><
i also dunno y!!
y i dun have much to talk about with prefects sometimes
it's like, suddenly i have so many things to talk
sometimes i just
shut up or something
haiz
so many books to read
PMR
UEC
die lor
8/1 kaiyu,zesu
10/1 elaine
happy birthday!
am i having so many problems?
or is it that of my OWN problem?
that all this problems are all self created?
like im becoming this other person i don't like
or maybe im just looking into the past too much
har?
dunno..
dunnodunnodunno
like,im sudden;y HUMOURLESS
and so BORING
u'll bbe bored by me in a second
and then...
in prefects ar..
i feel so stupid==
lol.no lar.
like im not myself or sth
i dunno.like so QUIET.
hate it.
><
i also dunno y!!
y i dun have much to talk about with prefects sometimes
it's like, suddenly i have so many things to talk
sometimes i just
shut up or something
haiz
so many books to read
PMR
UEC
die lor
8/1 kaiyu,zesu
10/1 elaine
happy birthday!
2009年1月7日 星期三
抉择.choose.memilih
i HATE it when i have to choose
but then, life's full of choices,eh?
haiz
and then,life's full of regrets
life's full of chances
life's full of..
so many things
i stopped learning electone[learned for 10 years jor leh]
i stopped learning guitar[1 year ONLY]
there's still so many things i wanna try!!
so many!!
i wanna learn to lead
i wanna learn to be better at social
i wanna learn DRUMS
i wanna learn jazz
i wanna learn to dance[ballroom+hip hop]
i wanna hang out with friends
i wanna be a GOOD prefect^^
so many things i want!!!
><
especially after today see that boon play the drums
so NICE!
aiyor
why didn't i learn it before?
see?
u see what i mean by
the world is full of REGRETS??
about choices...
two places to go at one day, one time
which?
...
i HATE choosing!!
but then, life's full of choices,eh?
haiz
and then,life's full of regrets
life's full of chances
life's full of..
so many things
i stopped learning electone[learned for 10 years jor leh]
i stopped learning guitar[1 year ONLY]
there's still so many things i wanna try!!
so many!!
i wanna learn to lead
i wanna learn to be better at social
i wanna learn DRUMS
i wanna learn jazz
i wanna learn to dance[ballroom+hip hop]
i wanna hang out with friends
i wanna be a GOOD prefect^^
so many things i want!!!
><
especially after today see that boon play the drums
so NICE!
aiyor
why didn't i learn it before?
see?
u see what i mean by
the world is full of REGRETS??
about choices...
two places to go at one day, one time
which?
...
i HATE choosing!!
2009年1月5日 星期一
开学
突破自己!!
我一定要改变^^
"在耘,你是成功的"
各位初三的,一起加油咯
今年好象很难叻><
1st day at school-2009
well...
let's just say
yes,tak da so malu jor
but a bit over active
even kaiyu say so==
lolx
nothing much to say
just that
there's so many changes...
wasei...all the rules are TIGHTHENED
woo
not that it affects me much
lol><
well
everyone have a good year!!
我一定要改变^^
"在耘,你是成功的"
各位初三的,一起加油咯
今年好象很难叻><
1st day at school-2009
well...
let's just say
yes,tak da so malu jor
but a bit over active
even kaiyu say so==
lolx
nothing much to say
just that
there's so many changes...
wasei...all the rules are TIGHTHENED
woo
not that it affects me much
lol><
well
everyone have a good year!!
2009年1月2日 星期五
一个字:down
我不了解自己为何总是不满意自己...
我现在超级无敌后悔没有去最后一次聚会...
但又能怎样呢?
哎...总之,今天很不开心
不知道为什么?
总觉得自己很烂...
我现在超级无敌后悔没有去最后一次聚会!!!
还有...
leong那天没去开会
我有不爽咯
可是,知道原因后...
原谅你啦
你还有机会完成这最后一份"工"
加油!等待你的归来
总觉得自己付出不够多
自己很烂
没有合群
MISS了死够多东西
人际烂到暴
讲话闷到自己都被闷死了
我对自己很失望哦
ZOMOK其他人酱正常
我酱奇怪的?
是自己想太多吧
我好害怕失去许多美好的机会哦
46届..
我想有更多美好的回忆
PS真的是最后一次聚会啊?
我现在超级无敌后悔没有去最后一次聚会...
但又能怎样呢?
哎...总之,今天很不开心
不知道为什么?
总觉得自己很烂...
我现在超级无敌后悔没有去最后一次聚会!!!
还有...
leong那天没去开会
我有不爽咯
可是,知道原因后...
原谅你啦
你还有机会完成这最后一份"工"
加油!等待你的归来
总觉得自己付出不够多
自己很烂
没有合群
MISS了死够多东西
人际烂到暴
讲话闷到自己都被闷死了
我对自己很失望哦
ZOMOK其他人酱正常
我酱奇怪的?
是自己想太多吧
我好害怕失去许多美好的机会哦
46届..
我想有更多美好的回忆
PS真的是最后一次聚会啊?
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