Waaaa

I really hate it when astro breaks connection during rainy days
Waaaa!
A drama watched halfway stopped at it's very climax moment
Astro!!
How can you do this to me!
Can't you have better connection?

:(

Monster

Par amore's monster rocks
More than linkin park's iridescent, even though they're both my favorite bands

I think that a monster lurks in me
Some horrible thoughts appear in my head all the time
Stuff that I know I should not be thinking,
Stiff that even a three year old knows its wrong
I always mentally slap myself after thinking these thoughts
And then feel disbelief that how I can think of such things

Luckily, they never come out.

Creepy, huh? What if I'm drjekyll and mr Hyde?
Better not let me drink any weird potions lately...

Beautiful :)

Golf courses are actually pretty
I got a glimpse of it as I passed by one huge, huge golf course surrounded by huge,huge trees this morning
Green grass, fresh air (looks fresh),old looking trees shrouded by a thin layer of mist
Reminiscent of the 2005film pride a prejudice
A girl dressed in an English dress running through the fields just fits the picture perfectly
:)
Sometimes this world is just so beautiful
Especially the tiniest parts where we tend to ignore normally

It's sad to see forests cleared to become acres upon acres of red, bare, bleeding soil
Can't you see that the land is bleeding??
And yet, for modernization they need to be sacrificed
Yeap. So just close your eyes and pretend not to see it when you pass them by, lest you feel their bleeding souls.

Wow

Two in one year,

Greed,

Immaturity,


Sadness.

?

i am ridden by guilt
i've realised my faults now.
Too greedy,
that has contributed to my fall
i feel guilty, horrible
now i understand why, why am i always losing the people around me
i'm sorry.
i'm always wanting things i can't get,
and when i get them, i want something else
That's why i always end up with nothing.

i'm sorry
it's probably too late,
but i'll cope with it
i hope i can learn to care and love one day.

Losing my touch,losing myself, losing..

Rock

I just finished typing a post
Which went missing
Adding to my frustration
I don't want to type it out again
But it feels lousy, to have no one
To be alone,
To have no one close,
To have missed opportunities
To battle with myself everyday
To w ant to cry yet the tears don't come
To

I don't know how to write
I'm supposed to be studying right now
If only people didn't have emotions
If only we didn't have to..
I can't even write that out
Because if I do
I will be judged
As I judge others too.
No one will agree anyway.
No one does
You'll most probably just brush me off and say, you? Mana possible..
Yet it is, and it's happening.