WAIT

before u say anything, listen to me
" i know i am crazy for posting 3 posts in one day within 30 minutes but sorry, i kee forgetting to write stuff or suddenly have an urge to write that i can;t fight it"

just look at all my previous posts.
my english SUCKS
although it might be due to laziness(lazy to tye full words and grammar)
but
it still sucks!
sorry to everyone's whose eyes and brain got hurt from my writing

that time

me and hui en

decided on a title

and drew a picture about it

apparantly the title was " empty"

so this is my picture

ugly i know

and the details are purposely blurred out

because

i am too lazy

sorry

seems like such a long time since i wrote here...

everytime i have loads to say in my head

but when i face this empty space, i don't know wat to write.

hmm

err

see?

urgh

there's so many things in the world

that i like

and want to try

but

this things

take time and money

and i

really don't have those things

especially with all the things and exams in school

i hav no time to do other stuff

which kills actually

that i cannot draw for a whole day

that i can't touch my guitar

where is my time??????????

is it my fault

or

the school's?

i think it's mine

hm

but

being a typical human

im wishing it aint

how to help?

i dont understand
hw people can get
affected by things around them
so easily
is it because they willingly want to?
is it because they just want to follow the trend?
is it because they're too lazy to think?
is it because they think they can benefit from it?
i don't know
there'r lots of people who might need help out there
in which
i don't know how to help
i really don't understand them
really
i feel so down sometimes
all,
suddenly
feel very self depressed
that i cant do much for them
that
my society gave me so much
and i have nothing, except time
to give
but
by giving my time
and i lose time
to do other things too
where's me?
y am i suddenly so
erm
serious or something?
huh..
is it because i m too busy?
why am i suddenly not like last time,
being able to be crazy every second
afraid
of breaking the rules nw
because
im afraid
i let others down
i dun have anything else to give
so the best i can do
is not let anyone down
==
guitar society
yin yue hui
7/8/08
thursday
after school
COME!
i will LOVE u if u come

back from pd
had quite a great time wif min and ru there
actually
it's kinda like an escape
from reality
as in, school...
all day
jus walking round the beach wif frens
eating
watching tv
sleeping
haha
im gonna get fat==

camps

i think, camps are like magic or something
every time i go to a camp,
i will get REALLY addicted to that thing(example,guitar camp- guitar, prefect camp-prefect)
and then, after the camp i will still be thinking about the camp and in a dream haze..........
well....
lol
i really have nothing to say except for.....
im very worried about my geometry
i dont want to THINK about it anymore
urgh

gathering

had great fun at the 46th gathering today
lol
Went crazy and kept shouting
i start to love and love and love prefect everyday
but then
i dont really have anything to give, i found out
i look at others and
wow, they are really talented and so!
i mean, they dare to show themselves(hong liang==)
and have great ideas(xie yiing==)
and blah.........
they're all so good

but me, i dont really come up with good ideas
and i have a problem of going 100% crazy
i can only do it with my friends
don't know why i can't when im with prefects.
hm...can only go up to 85% crazy
haiz
anyway
i will try my best=]
whenever i think of some prefects..
i wanna cry...
think of them in the past, so good, so "form"
haiz