沉默

"我喜欢沉默.沉默地躲在房间里读我喜欢读的书,做我爱做的事.然而,总有人要侵犯你好不容易得来的沉默时光.别人总说我太聒噪,不是个沉默的人.沉默真的有样可瞧吗?我怀疑.沉没就是不说话吗?它不可以是内心活动的一种吗?表面的沉默和内心的沉默有何差异吗?兴许,唯有在阅读时我是最沉默的."-南洋商报副刊

超爱的 :)

wonderful songs :) - Izi

Courtesy of Zora, i got to know this wonderful korean band - Izi

here are two of their songs~ very, very nice. Go to youtube to hear more.

Check this out Izi-Emergency room, which is the soundtrack of Sassy girl Chunhyang~ fabby :)

Saranghago Shapuso(i think i misspelled==)

Oduwo (dark)

blended.

Should we do what we like? go after our dreams, or do what we are best at?
What if what we like is not we are best at?
what if there is nothing that we are best at?
then should we choose what we like?
but what if what we are best at is not what we like?
should it be what we are best at or what we like?
Ikut hati mati, ikut rasa binasa, ikut mata buta.
so that means we should choose what is realistic instead of following our hearts?
but if that means choosing something we are best at but not what we like,
yeap the bread's there but where's the joy?
but then to survive, does joy play any part?
no, it seems. the important thing is to survive.
but without joy, how are we to survive?

this is stupid. =.=
i'll do whatever i want.

nostalgia. touched?

Took a look at a few long time no see friend's blogs
wow
how much everyone has changed
we are all so different from one another now
leading different sort of lives

everyone seems so mature now,
so, grown up

I feel like im still where i was,
never changed
yet somehow i have

wow.
that's all i can say.
wow.

maybe i better quicken my steps to keep up with others then :)
gambatte!

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy

I seem to be hooked with blogging

My current English teacher introduced me to the phrase all work and no play makes jack a dull boy
I can't stop agreeing with that
But of course,
For Jack to play he has to fulfill a few requirements first.
One, he has to think maturely and rationally, as to know when he should study and when not
Two, he has to have a high level of self discipline do that he will be able to stop playing and start working after some considerable time of leisure, which is not easy to do
Just this two requirements can make Jack have a head splitting headache over the merest possibility of achieving even just twenty percent of it.
Hence,
If Jack cannot do it,
It's better if Jack doesn't play at all
And focus on working
Otherwise,
He may not be a dull boy,
But he may become a good for nothing boy.

A sad conclusion,
A grim outlook of life,
But that's life for you!

Marry me! Mary

I don't know exactly why I am hooked to this drama
Probably because I just love the chemistry between the two main characters
It just feels very natural and homely,
How Mary tidys and cooks for him
And how he goes home earlier just to eat mary's dinner
And how he smiles whenever he receives her message
Or that they both are loyal to each other
With no confused state of minds
Like other dramas do
That can Get pretty annoying after some time.
Of course,
The cute jang guen suk helps too :)

Weirdo

I just read the newest issue of National Geographic
Which left me in doubts about the fact that I am a teenager.

I DON'T like taking risks
I don't party all night
I don't know how to drive
I have never dated before
Nor had a crush
Nor had a tattoo
Nor had a piercing
Not even on my ears
Probably due to the fact that I dont think there's any point to doing stuff that
Can pose harm to my body and most probably shorten my lifespan
I don't smoke I don't drink
Nor do I plan to
I don't like to go out much
I'd much prefer to sit in a coffee shop drinking dark mocha and reading a book
Or staying at home
Or watching movies whether at a cinema or friend's house
Then to roam about shopping malls with nothing to do

That sounds like a pretty boring life, doesn't it?
Well. It lacks the essence of a typical teenage life
If you compare it to whatever you read in the books, watch in the movies or stated in the article
Well. The best explanation I can come up with is only that
1. Due to the difference in western and Asian culture
2 I'm a goody two shoes
The second explanation seems to be more prominent although the first explanation works too
Ah well.
I'm sure I'm still a teenager, as I have the typical teenage syndromes of being hotheaded, negative, horrible mood swings,ignorant
So am I lucky that I only exhibit half of the typical teenager symptoms?
Or am I missing out in the golden ages of teens where you are suppose to have done outrageous things that will become wonderful memories in years to come?
Well. Who cares.
I'll live my teenage years the way I want it
Uniquely me.