holidays!going to end!

my cousin from batupahat came yesterday
she brought me and my brother out to sungaiwang, pavillion,lowyat...
cannot find Manga studio software...
hmm...
the holidays of CNY are going to end
i dont think i did anything
dont even feel like opening textbooks
argh
between me,my brother, and both of my cousins
i m the worst
my bro is popular because he is very smart
and both my cousins are popular because they are twins, and are VERY pretty
whereas me.....
even if i dont say, everyone will know anyway
ugly, lazy, crazy
the worst of them all
and my social life?
dont evenmention it.
suck at it.