sick..........gua?

symptoms
1.breathing difficulties
2.not severe chest pain
3. unfrequent headache
4. flam
5. dry lips
6. can't fall asleep
....
tell me...wat's wrong????!!!!
am i doing to die!!
i found out that
i m going out of control
not thinking before i act, not thinking before i speak
talking too much
annoying others
getting MORE and MORe self-obsessed
neglecting my friends
ALL of my friends
especially p,f,h,y,z........
sorry...
sorry....
im not a very good person
pls pls forgive me