Far far away...

a child's mind, world is pure and simple
~although it seems to get more polluted nowadays
saw the REALLY talented guitarist 11 year old boy-Sungha jung's video
wow
he's so great...
then i start thinking
i dont really particularly ace anywhere, heh?
that day, during tuanke
i kept talking
and then someone asked me: walau, u r actually so noisy de ah
i started thinking AGAIN
well
sometimes i really think that there's a wall between me and my xuehui
i have no idea why but
i just dont feel really comfortable in it
as in,
afraid or something
i suddenly get very quiet
and suddenly get very noisy
i have no idea what's wrong
besides,
everyone is so talented and good at what they are doing
haiz
i dunno?
i dont think anyonewill know what i feel and think anyway
since that
i dont really show my feelings