Sharing~

chatted to my friend today
and well, she says that
she thinks she's got lots of problems and
is like, burdening us with it
and she feels like we're helping her but she isn't helping us
that makes me think about this~
my problems
what made her think that she isnt helping?
i don't know, but
it might be due to lack of sharing
come to think of it,
i dont think i really tell out my problems to anyone
they just kind of float around,
then disappear after some time,
resurface again
then i will try to solve it myself
i know now.
i dont share much, do i?
always going around, thinking ive got lots of problems
and kind of grumbling that no one knows how to solve them
when it is my own fault
that i dont share
i dont tell,
so no one knows
although my problems are weird
really weird
they all happen because of myself,
thinking,worrying,complaining
too much
or maybe im just selfish
hmm
maybe i should put my heart out?