exam!

exam
so so so dead
yucks
eew'
hate it
bryan cheong
see?i got add post ah
who say i don't have?
ahh.........
i love and hate exam
urgh
"and i hate it, u know i cant stay mad at u"
lol

sick..........gua?

symptoms
1.breathing difficulties
2.not severe chest pain
3. unfrequent headache
4. flam
5. dry lips
6. can't fall asleep
....
tell me...wat's wrong????!!!!
am i doing to die!!
i found out that
i m going out of control
not thinking before i act, not thinking before i speak
talking too much
annoying others
getting MORE and MORe self-obsessed
neglecting my friends
ALL of my friends
especially p,f,h,y,z........
sorry...
sorry....
im not a very good person
pls pls forgive me

underground dudess

underground dudess> social wreck
it actually means someone with bad social
social failure
>>>it will not b found in the dictionary
anyway
suits me huh?
>ugly, annoying,talkative,talentless, paranoid, think too much, lazy, self-obsessed
im not trying to get pityness or attention
but am just facing the truth
love gothic/punk clothes!!
lol
everytime i try to study
i will get distracted by my drawing book, manga and computer
lol.....
how to avoid distraction>>
i want...
i want to improve my social
really
i want to

studystudystudy

study!!exam is COMING!
......it's like sometimes i want to study sometimes i just dont even want to touch a book
haiz///
i flipped through all the old "xiao kan" of ChongHwa
and saw lots of people
with lots of pictures
with lots of awards
they r so talented!
i mean, they actually excel at something
and can win others at that something
i especially like it that they can win it together with friends
i mean, the feeling is like.....AAaaahhhh.....
but then////
i cant even win anything INSIDE the school
so.....im THAT useless.
hmm...today is 15/2
happy birthday hui en!!!
haha...
hui en is a very white, tall and pretty girl=]
NO sarcastic tones there

holidays!going to end!

my cousin from batupahat came yesterday
she brought me and my brother out to sungaiwang, pavillion,lowyat...
cannot find Manga studio software...
hmm...
the holidays of CNY are going to end
i dont think i did anything
dont even feel like opening textbooks
argh
between me,my brother, and both of my cousins
i m the worst
my bro is popular because he is very smart
and both my cousins are popular because they are twins, and are VERY pretty
whereas me.....
even if i dont say, everyone will know anyway
ugly, lazy, crazy
the worst of them all
and my social life?
dont evenmention it.
suck at it.

hmmm

i m actually kinda like Hunny Mitsukuni from Ouran HighSchool Host Club.
Everytime after i wake up
i will be in a very bad mode
example,
if i just woke up
and u ask me sth, i answer u
and u didnt hear clearly and ask me to repeat the answer again,
well, u wont get a good reply
or when u ask a VERY obvious question
u'll either get a very impatient answer or not get any answer at all
haha..

new year..(again)

this time, my mum went away for work
and is only coming back today.
she goes away often.
AND
everytime tht happens,
our house bcomes a mess.
except this time, actually.
last time, we used to have maggots all round the house(indoors!!) bcos our rubbish bin overflowed
then there was unwashed dishes, loads of clothes yet to fold and keep(a cockroach hiding inside)
THISTIME
there was NO maggot incidents
we finished washing baskets of clothes, hung them and folded them and kept them
so that means
we actually did not cause any mess
=]