Naked

Today
the last 4650
lead by Xie Hui
we
were naked to each other's faults
we all gathered in an unlighted room
and
cleared off all the tables
leaving an empty space
in the middle
with us all seating around it
a chair placed in the middle
we all were supposed to come out
and stand on the chair
facing everybody
and say out our faults
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it was
a very serious activity
i was
trembling
when i went out
it was scary
i think
everyone took it seriously too
we all then went to another room
and wrote down what we said
on a paper
and hung it up
later
all of the papers were tore down and kneeled on
and written: what kind of person we want to be
then
we stepped,ripped,threw the paper
signifying that
we are going to throw the old us out
then
we all chop our hands
on a piece of paper
agreeing
to be a good prefect and all
until the end of 50th
after that,
it's our choice
i REALLY wish
i can change myself
really.
i don't want to be that blur self again
1. 我是一个没有主见的人
2.我是一个没有自信的人
3.我很胆小