bad News

okay
those were the good news
today
i also did a lot of bad things
i don't want to mention them
but
it just got me thinking
i
really
want
to change
i don't want to be the blur me again
i don't want others to think that i can't do a thing properly
i don't want to make others suffer
i want to help
really, i do
i don't want to be that, so suibian person anymore
or else
i cannot be a prefect
aa..
another thing
i just learned that
i REALLY should have my own opinions
and if i ever want to help others
i should really
really get to know the whole thing first
and not agree with everything everyone says
i should have my own thinking
i should
OH!
riight
good news
i love
i love
46th prefects
i really want us to all continue in the road till we graduate
and shine too
really..
i don't want anyone to leave us...