seriously

this sucks.
i have so many things to do that i never get round to doing it
there's always some excuse to NOT do it
there's always some distraction around
so many decisions to make!
it sucks!
i have all these resolutions in my mind,
that i know i will most probably never achieve
i'm always saying that i want to improve my english
but i never do.
always distracted. maybe that's my motto=.=
anyways
lately a lot of friends have been going out for trips together with their gangs
and leaving sweet memories together with each other
i envy you guys, seriously!
i don't hang out in a gang, only with random friends
and i'm a lazy butt,
so probably going on trips just makes me go :" ohh.. tiring=="
yet i crave for it. Told ya i'm a mess.
always contradicting myself
like right now,
the bucket of clothes that are waiting to be hung,
is triggering my contradict-o system now
which retrieves data from the bank of excuses,
but of course, on the way to the bank it actually has to pass by
the department of guilt and responsibility
and also the department of counter-attack.
my contradict-o system is quite strong though.

"wait! i have to use the computer! i'm suppose to look up the ADP universities now!"
"GO HANG THE CLOTHES"
"no... i have to pack my bag :( "
"you wanna hang clothes in the afternoon? during the night? JUST DO IT!"
"no no no...please!! im blogging! i have to go flickr too!"
"why are you so obsessed with entertainment all the time? just a simple chore and you can't do it?"
...

get the picture?