Peculiar

That sentimental, saddening and despair you feel is sometimes rather soothing. Probably a product of touching movies, sad songs and emotional thoughts. Tear inducing, heart aching. Your view of the world, slightly hazy, tinged with sadness, lacking of hope and vigor, yet with the touch of relief as you decide to accept reality as it is. The bleak truth, it's there, nothing else we can do, except to stand there, hands in pockets, stare at it with tere rolling in your eyes, a desolate smile hanging on your mouth. Yes, that's it, how it's going to be, and I'm ready for what comes next. Accepting the truth.