2012年10月17日 星期三

So maybe I'm Lost

That ubiquitous ache.

I told myself to just let go, to pursue my desires wholeheartedly without regard to the consequences or reality. I know what the outcome will be, but I just feel like going all out for it. Suddenly that surge of confidence and courage, coming out of nowhere, short lived, only to be followed by the thump of reality, hitting hard onto whatever piece of optimism you had there then.

When your heart sinks, it literally sinks.

You drop harder when you've got higher expectations. Sometimes I"m astounded by the way the world works. Everything is a two way relationship, without a mutual consent or agreement everything deteriorates, one party hurts and the other probably ignorant.

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