The locus of control is hard to comprehend at times. It is always known that people who believe that they live their lives at their will obtain a more optimistic outlook and generally, live happier. Oh I do believe that, but the I don't feel any happier though. There are times like this when I am unsatisfied with everything, frustrated that nothing is as desired, clueless as to what the next step should be. I am simply restless, restless, restless emotionally and physically.
Right now everything is annoying, everything antagonizes me, nothing is like what I want it to be, including myself.
When will all these end? Stop all those introspective shit and become like a normal person.
Is there some other universe in the world that I belong to, and I'm in the wrong place now?
It's like searching for that perfect calender to use, but never finding it.
I can understand the woes of the elves now- being immortal is no great gift. I cannot imagine living in this world for so long a time. It would be horrible.
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" I firmly believe that any man's finest hour is that moment when he has worked his heart out in a good cause and lies exhausted on the field of battle, exhasted."
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last paragraph. couldnt agree more
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