Two o one two

Its horrible. Why do I feel so low and discouraged every time I see some other person's blog?
Their life seems so fulfilled and merry, full of friends and activities
Whereas mine seems dreary in comparison
I don't have that much friends
No gang
I don't go out that much
I like to daydream
I tend to wander off alone

Whoops.

I sound like I do not have a life
And I wasted off five years.

Hmm.
It's fine, I hope. :)
Wish that somebody will be able to accept me as I am, and endure my silences

I hope that I can be first in someone 's heart.